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He makes me feel different....
So first of all, I'm a very independent woman, and I've never felt like I needed a man around 24/7. However, I have always been open to having relationships, and I've had some strong ones in the past. The odd thing is, the experiences I've had in the past with men were all similar. I was attracted to the more mysterious men that had emotional issues, etc. I enjoyed that mystery and the thought of "helping" them, you know? It's apparently a problem a lot of women have, I've heard. Well of course those relationships never worked out in the end.
I met a guy that I've sort of known but never talked to a lot recently. At first I wasn't that much intrigued, he didn't have the "gravitational" pull the usual guy I'm attracted to had. But after about the fifth time I ran into him, I talked to him for a little bit and something really intrigued me about him. He was very kind, funny and most of all I feel so comfortable around him. It's a comfort that I've never felt before with anyone else. I got a little anxiety about seeing him once because it had been awhile, but when we met up I realized there's not reason to be nervous. I feel like myself around him, and I feel like I'm home. It's the only way I can describe it. He has the kindest, prettiest eyes and he always makes eye contact. It's like nothing I've ever felt before, and I think that's what scares me. I really feel like he's the real thing, and that for some reason makes it harder for me.
I had a reading done about a year ago, and she laughed because the three cards that came up were directed toward love. Well I wasn't seeing anyone at the time, and frankly didn't want to. I told her this, but she said I must be lieing because the cards say there's a very strong good man in my life, but he's just "waiting back in the stands until the time it right". I thought the reading must be WAY off! Well this guy has been around since then, I just never noticed him before.
Anyway, who knows? I just thought I would post this, and was curious if anyone else knows what I mean when I describe the feeling.
Love & Light.
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She was unstoppable. Not because she did not have failures or doubts, but because she continued on despite them. -Beau Taplin
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