Door not shut properly

[Lolly]

I dreamt that I'd shut a door but sensed I hadn't closed it properly so I turned back to it and saw it wasn't shut. I pushed it with my bum but it didn't close and I ended up putting my full weight to it to close it. That's when I realised why it wasn't closing. Something/someone was pushing on the other side of it to get in. No way was I letting them in and I was pushing my hardest to close it but then I woke up.

There was more to the dream before this but I can't remember it

[LibraIndigo]

sounds like a relationship you are trying to end?

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

before the part you've related was the scene you'd wanted to close the door on.
something back there wasn't completed satisfactorily.
you'd wanted to forget about it, and so you have.
i don't sense it to have been an issue of urgency.
no worries, you can revisit that place at some other time.

[Lolly]

Originally Posted by LibraIndigo

sounds like a relationship you are trying to end?

I was thinking something needs to end too LibraIndigo, I've had a big clear out already. I didn't think I had any more relationships left to end but perhaps I've not finished clearing when I thought I had.

[Lolly]

Originally Posted by H:O:R:A:C:E

before the part you've related was the scene you'd wanted to close the door on.
something back there wasn't completed satisfactorily.
you'd wanted to forget about it, and so you have.
i don't sense it to have been an issue of urgency.
no worries, you can revisit that place at some other time.

Thank you H:O:R:A:C:E I wish I could remember the beginning, it was on the tip of my tongue so to speak when I woke up but I tried too hard to recall it.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

Originally Posted by Lolly

Thank you H:O:R:A:C:E I wish I could remember the beginning, it was on the tip of my tongue so to speak when I woke up but I tried too hard to recall it.

i figure that you'll have total recall when you next engage with the energies
you've presently shut the door on. the point of leaving was probably to give
you a chance to clear your mind and regain a sense of normalcy, without
that influence clouding your perceptions.

[Lolly]

Originally Posted by Perfection

It is the tree of eternal life. It is God & it holds all souls on its flowers & guards them with its snakes.
It enters the lower spine area of the human and places their soul in their body. It is saying that your consciousness
is not the kind that would appreciate experiencing the very real connection that you both have with each other

Perfection is that because my consciousness is resisting?

[Lolly]

Originally Posted by Perfection

it is because the connection is totally intimate. & because humans are in total forgetfulness they do not know it is God who is doing it. So they freak out & imagine the worst. But it seriously is just an Angel of God. Various angels of God are all merged together as one & it's because they are branches & stems of the same tree.

One really has to totally & unconditionally surrender one's body, mind & soul to God & God will fill them all with love & lessons. It is totally intimate because you become as one flesh with God & you seriously feel it all & know it really is happening to you. But if you are afraid of intimacy with the spiritual side because you do not know it is the angel of God then you will constantly be fighting & blocking God from revealing the plain old facts of spiritual life to you.

I feel that we're all vibrational beings changing to different frequencies all the time but that we're all ultimately the same regardless of how high or low the frequency. I feel like my truth is love, love, love. Love myself and I'll be able to understand and comprehend how to love all. If what I perceived was an evil person was stood in front of me and what I perceived was a good person was stood in front of me, I'd love them both!

It's been incomprehensible to me before because of the indoctrinated lies generation after generation and what I've been fed since birth. My perceptions are changing fast and I know where I'm heading spiritually but it won't happen overnight. Because lately I've been prone to being on a frequency I'm not comfortable with, it does distort my perception of things and of course that inbred fear rears its ugly head making you start to question yourself. It never ceases to amaze me how I seem to start ignoring all the knowledge I've gained in the blink of an eye when I feel low but thats this physical life with the obstacles put before me and yes, forgetting what I really am.

I like the way you've explained it

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

Lolly: If what I perceived was an evil person was stood in front of me and what I perceived was a good person was stood in front of me, I'd love them both!

perhaps we can agree that god perceives 'truthfully'?
perhaps we can agree that god cannot perceive a person as "evil"?
i believe that god knows, as the creator of all, that no evil things exist.

Lolly: My perceptions are changing fast and I know where I'm heading spiritually but it won't happen overnight.
...I seem to start ignoring all the knowledge I've gained in the blink of an eye when I feel low ....

to me, it seems you've placed a limit on the desired outcome [it requires much time],
but fully empower the undesired 'cancellation effect' to occur instantaneously.

[Lolly]

Originally Posted by H:O:R:A:C:E

perhaps we can agree that god perceives 'truthfully'?
perhaps we can agree that god cannot perceive a person as "evil"?
i believe that god knows, as the creator of all, that no evil things exist.


to me, it seems you've placed a limit on the desired outcome [it requires much time],
but fully empower the undesired 'cancellation effect' to occur instantaneously.

Yes we can agree H:O:R:A:C:E

Let me rephrase it - if what I’ve been led to perceive due to a false belief system was an evil person stood in front of me and what I’ve been led to perceive due to a false belief system was a good person stood in front of me, I’d be wanting to cast away the false belief - then I’d be able to love them both because there never was evil/good to start with.

The way I see it is that God/Creator knows all, that there is no good or bad, there just is. However, that may seem that I fully empower the ‘cancellation effect’ to occur instantaneously but in this dense, physical realm, having forgotten what I am and my truth….regaining it no matter how fast; its not going to get my physical body to instantly go with me on that so I’m unable to take the ‘time’ essence out of it yet. Does that make sense?

Does any of this make sense? I’m not the best at explaining what I mean….I know what I mean though lol