Maybe it is the turn of the season reminding me of the day you left this world......
I miss you so much. I've been dreaming a lot about you lately........
I have the little heart-shaped blue pillow you bought at Goodwill. There is no one like you, dear Matt. I know people say not to hold on to the past and keep wishing for things to change that cannot be changed, but sometimes I can't help it..........I still wish so much this never happened.......and that you were still here.
I wuv oo
