I see we have different categories here such as newbie, knower and so on, but I still feel like a learner when it comes to getting it right with my twin. So my recent disapointment was just a speed hump as I navigated the rocky road with negligible skill, ended up face first in a pothole.
I opened up a bit more and let down my guard and we are talking again. I was really not sure I could trust him with my true self, but he came back with a reply and he has never really judged me so I don't know what I was afraid of.
Well that is a little bit of progress. Climbed out of the hole, dusted myself off and now I am going for the restricted licence. I still need to drive with someone alongside who has their licence so appreciating the comments in this forum.
beep beep!