Hello Jaycee,
You have some fascinating advice here...
What you have written is also something I think about at times.
The way I see it is that I am developing slowly but surely and of course questions do pop up from time to time and sometimes it's too over-whelming for me.
What I choose to think is that I am (at this point of life) climbing a steep mountain slowly-and the way I've decided to deal with it is I know that there are selfish aspects of my ego that interrupt, question and doubt...which will be normal.
I have decided to take things a step at a time-it's hard sometimes-no doube but I am dealing with my ego and personality in my own way, ok I have a lot of time to get there but as long as I'm aware and as long as I accept my shortcomings and reslove to sort them out in the future-the intention is there and it may take time but we all learn and as life goes on then I will learn to let go of worldly concerns-as long as I know what is wrong and right and as long as I intend to fix it when the time comes I know that I can go on developing...
I'm not sure if I made any sense there