'(I'm Always Touched) By Your Presence, Dear'

Yes, it's the title of one song, but that's exactly how I feel about my dear flamie, knowing that he is, simply said, still present. As days go by, I am more aware of this wonderful parallelism, but at the same time I wonder how it will be if he'd become 'the gone one'. Is that something I should think about, I don't know, maybe I'm not ready for that. Could it be that something would change then?