Originally Posted by John32241
I am inclined to suggest telepathic healing sessions for you.
May I ask if that idea is appealing?
my mind keeps coming back to these words of yours.
i have to apply it to myself.
well, what's the flood of tears inside? what's the VOICE, the CALL on the inside... these SOUNDS that i feel?
am I LABORING AND I'M GONNA GIVE SOME SORT OF BIRTH?
is HEALING really what's happening or what i need to do?
i really do suffer, a LOT.
my words tend to show that: extreme. massive. HEAVY. NEGATIVE. "condemned". they aren't just "choice" words ... its my REAL reality. internally and even in the daily life.
i'm a life-long sufferer, since i was child. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ELSE.
but i have to ask ... healing? i don't know. i just don't know. i sometimes think i'm preparing for DEATH, not healing.
i guess i'll just continue to "work it out", to LABOR, until whatever comes ab-out, comes ab-out.
thank you to everyone for your replies. i am conscientious of the fact that my energy DOES come through in my writing and that people CAN perceive *something* about me. it's not my intention to "rant", as one person suggested. i EXPOUND.