Can someone plz explain this ?

Hi everyone I'm new here and this is my first post. You can call me either by my username or Lisa-Marie ^^

Recently I've been getting really vivid lucid dreaming and I think they have some kind of symbolism in them or otherwise they're completely random and a piece of my imagination (I'm an artist and a musician so I'm thinking creatively and / or logically alot), and a strong believer in karma. I haven't meditated or done any spiritual practice for months and I don't feel connected (hectic life atm) however I do pick up 'subliminal' things but can't recall when I get them, whether I'm awake or asleep and sometimes I feel like I lose sense of time but this happens for like a split second at any time.

Sometimes I can sense a presence, don't know who or what is there but I can also get very sensitive to energy and get goose pimples, when I want to make myself connect with the spiritual side I feel like I'm 'blocked up' in a way and my meditations aren't very deep and I find trouble with focusing.

I dreamed that I was walking up a hill, there were some woods in front of me with very dense plantation, I got through some of the tall grass and couldn't really see where I was going or know how long I was walking for. I decided to turn right and I started to see vines hanging down from garden scaffolding just inches from the top of my head then in front of me was a place IDENTICAL to the love tunnel in Ukraine (I have never known that existed). There was a train that used this track shortly after I discovered it, it was rusty red, yellow and squared in shape and was extremely fast and loud. It startled me even though I was quite distant from it.

I've also had a dream of being in a place identical to the wisteria flower tunnel and modern architecture I've never seen before, and places in the street, cities and parks I soon visited later... Weirdly I seem to always get visions of being in a place a short time before I actually go there (can be the on the same day or a few months later), and I feel I also met deceased family members, one of them for the first time.

I don't truly feel connected and I don't really think much of the visions because of those blockages I get.


TLDR; I have problems connecting with the spiritual side, but sometimes it connects with me briefly and very vividly in visions or subliminal messages.

[desert rat]

Welcome to the forum . We all go out of body at night , and some times remember as a dream . My guess would be that your mentel energy is directing you to these places you see in your dreams .

[Heaven]

Hello littlefish and welcome to the site!! If you feel a presence with you that may be your guide as long as you don't feel uncomfortable or anything from the dark side. In regards to the dreams there is a dream section on the site that's very helpful if you like you can re-post this message.