Spiritual Forums

Home


Donate!


Articles


CHAT!


Shop


 
Welcome to Spiritual Forums!.

We created this community for people from all backgrounds to discuss Spiritual, Paranormal, Metaphysical, Philosophical, Supernatural, and Esoteric subjects. From Astral Projection to Zen, all topics are welcome. We hope you enjoy your visits.

You are currently viewing our boards as a guest, which gives you limited access to most discussions and articles. By joining our free community you will be able to post messages, communicate privately with other members (PM), respond to polls, upload your own photos, and gain access to our Chat Rooms, Registration is fast, simple, and free, so please, join our community today! !

If you have any problems with the registration process or your account login, check our FAQs before contacting support. Please read our forum rules, since they are enforced by our volunteer staff. This will help you avoid any infractions and issues.

Go Back   Spiritual Forums > Religions & Faiths > Spiritualism

Reply
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #1  
Old 04-06-2016, 07:16 PM
JustSomeGuy JustSomeGuy is offline
Newbie ;)
Join Date: Jun 2016
Posts: 2
 
Demonic Feeling

First off, I would like to mention that I am not spiritual, not the slightest bit religious and I would like to think of myself as a rational person.

I came to this site because I think the spiritual community might have an answer or a similar experience to mine.

To the point:
At times I experience a feeling or an emotion which I can only classify as demonic.
A mix between rage and grand satisfaction, a lot of both, it makes me feel alive, in fact in its presence is the only time I feel truly alive.
Fear and insecurities disappear and I feel like I could do anything, I feel powerful yet I am the same, cruelty empowers me, especially cruel people, I want to break them and their will, though I have never done so, just thinking about it is an euphoria.
It is the single greatest emotion I have ever felt, in its absence everything is dull and tasteless, even music doesn't sound the same.

At some point I started calling it "The Demon", even though it sounds idiotic, I truly don't know how else to classify it.

Has anyone else had a similar experience, rage, satisfaction, cruelty, a feeling that is truly better than sex, feeling as a hunter amongst sheep, and if there are others, is it possible to make it more permanent, without it I just feel empty...
Reply With Quote
  #2  
Old 08-07-2016, 05:02 AM
SteveGiff SteveGiff is offline
Newbie ;)
Join Date: Jun 2016
Posts: 18
 
As a person who has suffered from bipolar disorder, it sounds to me like you might have a mental illness. You might be smart to ask around about a compassionate mental health center or psychiatrist who could help you. You might be surprised to find out how much better you feel and how much better things go once you have tackled this with the help of a kindly progessional. I know because I was really crazy, and though recovery was very far from a picnic, I'm really glad I got help and be pretty stable now.
Reply With Quote
  #3  
Old 09-07-2016, 02:43 PM
creedence creedence is offline
Knower
Join Date: Jun 2016
Location: UK
Posts: 100
  creedence's Avatar
Quote:
Originally Posted by SteveGiff
As a person who has suffered from bipolar disorder, it sounds to me like you might have a mental illness. You might be smart to ask around about a compassionate mental health center or psychiatrist who could help you. You might be surprised to find out how much better you feel and how much better things go once you have tackled this with the help of a kindly progessional. I know because I was really crazy, and though recovery was very far from a picnic, I'm really glad I got help and be pretty stable now.

This is a great bit of advice, seek professional help, in your heart you know feelings of rage and cruelty are wrong, you need to find out the cause of these negative emotions and get the help needed to deal with them.
Reply With Quote
  #4  
Old 16-07-2016, 03:08 PM
Dwerg Dwerg is offline
Experiencer
Join Date: Apr 2014
Posts: 378
 
Insecurity is better than power. Insecurity leads to understanding or at least attempts at understanding. People with power are tempted to (ab)use it which affects people like me.

So in my own best interest I will not help you. I'm not gonna make another potential threat to myself or humanity, I have too much love for it. You should try that feeling instead, it's far greater than the destructive power you worship.
__________________
You can only think outside the box if you think there is one, but what if there isn't?
Reply With Quote
  #5  
Old 10-08-2018, 06:31 AM
angel10023 angel10023 is offline
Newbie ;)
Join Date: Aug 2018
Posts: 6
 
Old post so I'm sure this person is long gone. Sounds like an entity attachment or even possession. People that channel demonic energies for power describe many of the same feelings you just described. They allow these energies to possess them to feel more powerful, sexual, intelligent....however these energies do not carry love vibrations so these people's connection to God..their ability to feel empathy, love, compassion becomes diminished. It sounds like you have an entity with you that is feeding you this vibrational energy...the thoughts and feelings you are experiencing probably aren't even your own. This is what happens when you are fully merged with these energies they become you and you become them. It's a symbiotic relationship. If it works for you great...but just know that in the long run it is not good for your soul growth or higher self. If at some point you wish to break free and start channeling God energy and love in...you will probably be in for some knock down fight...while you might think that the rage and lust satisfies you and gives you a high...Love and God energy can give you an even bigger high that is full of peace and tranquility. You have probably never felt that yet as you have probably been with this thing for some time. These things cause a myriad of diseases like bipolar and skitzo. Your highs can be helped with meds. a bit, but just know there is an underlying cause that the scientific community has yet to understand. You can mask some of the symptoms with meds...but you can find a true cure through exploring God and your higher self.
Reply With Quote
Reply


Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

vB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Forum Jump


All times are GMT. The time now is 06:11 PM.


Powered by vBulletin
Copyright ©2000 - 2018, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
(c) Spiritual Forums