Hello friend
I'm sorry to hear about your family, and I realise your confusion and grief at being the only one spared.
However... when things get tough for you, please, please remember that you are not
truly alone. Your loved ones are still with you in Spirit. You may not be able to see or hear them, but they
are still there. Just talk to them, let them know you are aware of their presence and they will send their love. The more you do this, the more they will be there for you and the more likely it is that you
will begin to feel them around you.
Without you knowing it, your family is taking care of you and sending you love and strength. Be strong, as they are being strong for you.
Love and Light
Jeremy