Healing Others

Well in my other thread, i mentioned about Reiki (sorry if i mispelt it). Well my grandma is sick. I had bought some amythest so i charged it and we have a buddah statue. And I probilly didn't do this the right way. But basically I lit insence, i charged the crystal with healing energy (or so i thought) and i asked the universe to help me, and i asked buddah to take away her pain and insted ill suffer for her...again don't know im doing this right probilly not. I dont know a lot or anything really about healing....however all i know is that inside I want to help and i do it my way which i think its going to help.

Now i placed the amythest inside her room and even before i went to bed i pictured all her pain going into the amythest. Now i don't know if its because of the heat here (its really hot in the daytime) but she also has back pains. She also tends to over-exaggurate to get attention ( i know that sounds crude) but it happens where she will call everyone in my family to come over and then once they leave she is suddenly fine and wants to go out.

However, Since that i have had some bad things happen to me where I am crying and i acutally got into a fight wtih my mother. A really bad one too. So I don't know what my question is but i thought i would share my experience anyway....