Trapped

#1 20-02-2012, 02:29 AM

I don't consider myself suicidal but I have an obsession with death. I wish for it constantly. I have no fear of mortality whatsoever. I am convinced that whatever is waiting for me on the other side is so much better than this and I'm beyond impatient to find out. I feel trapped here in a world that I don't belong in.. Even when I'm at my happiest. I just want to sleep forever. Am I alone?

#2 20-02-2012, 02:46 AM

Rushing to die and rushing to grow up are the same: it will eventually happen, so don't rush and enjoy the ride.

#3 20-02-2012, 03:24 AM

Nicely put, Thank you. :)

Roselove · #4 20-02-2012, 03:52 AM

personally i don't want to be in either dimension

#5 20-02-2012, 11:39 PM

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Rushing to die and rushing to grow up are the same: it will eventually happen, so don't rush and enjoy the ride.

That is so well put I don't even know what to say. <3

#6 21-02-2012, 06:15 PM

wow i actually feel exactly the same way. I had a really close call with death last year. i was revived at a hospital and i remember being upset that i was brought back. and now at 27 years old i cant help but feel like i dont belong here. i feel so out of place.

#7 28-02-2012, 06:55 PM

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Originally Posted by glimmerpillar

I don't consider myself suicidal but I have an obsession with death. I wish for it constantly. I have no fear of mortality whatsoever. I am convinced that whatever is waiting for me on the other side is so much better than this and I'm beyond impatient to find out. I feel trapped here in a world that I don't belong in.. Even when I'm at my happiest. I just want to sleep forever. Am I alone?

You've put into words what I've felt and thought for a long time now, but hadn't put words to.

Thank you, Glimmerpillar.

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