music:
Fleetwood Mac - Never Going Back Again
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKj1EFeU-cM
it could be that your work is unsatisfying (elsewise why would you even consider leaving?).
i was wondering why "4 hours late" specifically... and it finally occurred to me that that
would be precisely the midpoint of an eight hour shift. this may indicate that you're 'right
the middle' of deciding whether your present job is worthwhile for you.