Strange Feelings

Hi SF,

Just asking for a little relationship advice and how to qwell this kind of longing for another person. Haha, I know, another one of "those" threads.
Anyway, I go to college and I feel this strange connection to this guy in my math class. It seems like he's so intriguing to me and I don't know why. And I can never seem to get his smile out of my mind. He has a smile that just lights up. There's no other words for it, his face literally lights up and it's like for that whole 5 seconds while we're talking and he smiles (and he does so constantly) I can't really focus on anything else but his face. It's almost a dizzying experience in retrospect. So that's how it is.
I try to distance myself from him even a little, because he has a fiancee, and he kind of plays with my emotions and doesn't even know it. Then, the other day, he shows me lots of pictures of his amazing house, his dog, he tells me about his backround. He knows like three or four different languages, traveled around the world, comes from a wealthy family, lived in a mansion in Bolivia, he's utterly gorgeous, has a sporty physique...
..Yeah, you get the picture, right? You should have seen, he said, "let me show you a picture of where I used to live in Bolivia," or something like that. But I said,"No, please don't show me," because I knew if he shows me his parent's mansion in Bolivia, he's going to make me fantasize, I just know it. At least, I thought so at the time. He showed me his house and all I could really think about is those fairy tales where the Prince steals away with the beautiful girl and they live happily ever after... Yeah, I think I even made a comment, "So are you a Prince from Bolivia?" He laughed.
Anyway, I think he was thinking I was being more playful and insincere, and I wasn't really trying to refuse him anyway so he showed me the pictures and we talked some more. Felt kind of self-concious because we were sitting so close.
Then he showed me his limo and the amazingly beautiful female by his side, it must have been his fiancee.
Well, I was in the car on the way home, and I felt strange. That's all. I felt so strange.
....Any advice? Haha, I know it's a long entry, but can you relate?
Oh, and I just want to clear up: He is the nicest, friendliest person I have ever met. I don't think I've ever felt a connection with another person like I do with this person in a LONG time.

[Xan]

No wonder he smiles a lot....

No advice but... relax and enjoy him while you can.


Xan

People from different countries are friendlier than Americans. Then again, maybe he is an angel, lol.