Needing help in understanding something..

[SaturninePluto]

Hello.

I would like to make one last attempt at writing here in an effort to understand or at least give it a shot and try to for now.
I will try to keep this short.

I meditated as an exercise, the point of the exercise was to get in touch with my guide:

An image of a dark haired individual male with blue eyes and black clothing. Presented them selves. They simply walked up and I went to try and clear my mind again. They seemed to enter as soon as I was "there" so I tried to focus on the next attempt at communication. Then something came, an owl or what I refer to as my higher self. Flew over. Pecked at the ground, flapped it's wings a bit.

I woke myself back to reality here as we know it.
I tried again the next day to meditate but decided I would go to a mental place I created to try and communicate only with the owl- was not looking for a guide. I was looking at the red roses in my garden, they then turned black. The owl flew above and over a feather fell it was blue.
That was essentially what took place that time other then I stayed a bit, and came back.

In the physical sense I took that imagery with me in that I am incorporating it into embroidering because the images sometimes, look like something I'd like to draw or try to create or embroider as it is a hobby.

I had one last experience meditation practice rather where I meditated on the thought of my probable self- The blue eyed dark haired individual was again there in black per usual. This time I asked questions. A name. No answer. Profession. No clear answer. A home- a gingerbread house (for whatever reason..) and then family. When I asked of family it appeared that a child asked this being entity thought a question. The self or dark haired individual put their hand on the child's shoulders and calmed their fears. This I ascertain from the feelings I got.

My feelings were of tranquility, but I am unsure if any of this is real, imagined, thoughts, nothing at all.

Any thoughts on this? Is this considered or believed by anyone other than myself to have meaning?

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"Any thoughts on this? Is this considered or believed by anyone other than myself to have meaning?"

I know owl represents wisdom and knowledge in some cultures. The Goddess Athena has the owl as her symbol. It's also important in Hinduism and Native American cultures.

The image of a dark haired, blue eyed guy came to you for a reason whether it's imagined or not. Why not a blond haired, green eyed guy? So - that it matters to you is what matters.

"In the physical sense I took that imagery with me in that I am incorporating it into embroidering because the images sometimes, look like something I'd like to draw or try to create or embroider as it is a hobby."

I think that looks very smart - you're bringing it to life and making it into something tangible.