I just don't want to live, anymore!

[Taking a Break]

Originally Posted by BlakeGood88

My life is getting worse and worse! No, I would never attempt suicide, that would only send me to Hell. No one gives me respect and they spit in my face and don't believe what I say and use it to my disadvantage. It really sickens me. How could people be so cold hearted like that? I'm at a point in my life where I really don't care if I die! The only thing keeping me from wanting to die is my desire to work on an animated TV show for Disney and Marvel. If I can't have that accomplished, then I really don't even care about living, anymore.

If I actually died of natural causes, I could finally start over again and do it right! You've heard me talk about my non-existent "twin sister". Well, I would come back as her, while my other self (current incarnation) still exists. I mean its not possible for a soul to possess two vessels at once in a single timeline, but they still can share two bodies (even of opposite gender) in an alternate timeline, as long as it isn't the same one.

Please try the following before giving up.

Join your local spiritual community, it doesn't matter if they are christian, moslim, hindoe, boedhist,TM meditation etc.

Try for a year and if your still not happy, try another one!
They all ask spirits for help!
The Christian ask the Holy Spirit for help, as the Moslim.
The Hindoe and Boedhist have lots of spirits they ask for help.

ps i've tried TM and it promotes your creative talents. (maybe the reason why the Beatles scored many hitsongs?)