Hi guys, who wants to help with this?
A little background. I live in one of the most expensive cities in Europe (but the coolest in the world if you ask me
). Rent is a big chunk on anyone's wage here but I was lucky enough to find a cheap room in a great neighborhood one year and half ago.
I have always had an okay-ish relationship with my other two flatmates. Not very close to them but still friendly. However, after 10 weeks of lockdown, I am going through the maybe natural sentiment of not wanting to deal with them anymore. There have been space control issues (one of us wanted to take over the kitchen to do her work, we refused and she became angry and frustrated since). Also, facades have crumbled and lies have come to surface. I find myself drained and also started to dream about living on my own (just a dream I am afraid, as long as I live in this city.)
I am wondering what's going to happen in the next months regarding to my living situation and tried to look into it with tarots. I did a Celtic cross spread and used radiant RW. The outcome did not impress me
Card 1 and 2
the root of the matter and the obstacles: The Empress and Seven of swords.
So, here is the latest version of me, the Empress, as I have surprisingly coped very well with isolation (I guess), while the other card pertains to the issues that have emerged in my flat.
the past, King of pentacles reversed.
I don't understand this very well, maybe it points to a past when I was living with an ex boyfriend with high living standard and paying a rent that was above my possibilities. Basically I don't want to end up doing that again.
near future, Eight of swords
This makes perfect sense, I don't know what to do.
on a conscious level, the Nine of wands
I know that I am resisting changes (simply because I am not sure what they will be)
the subconscious, Six of words reversed
quite obvious again, I want to leave but for the time being I am not.
Myself, Three of wands
I am "expecting" for something to happen (getting some inspiration at least)
the environment around me, reversed Moon
I know what this one is about too. My current flatmates have a dark side that sings perfectly in accordion with my own dark side...
as it's said, you never meet anyone by chance.
the hidden factor, Eight of cups
Right, eventually I will have to go, perhaps I will be made to go?
the outcome, the Judgement
This one puzzles me the most. What's that, does it mean I am going to get "what I deserve"? What's that I deserve?
I don't find this card very informative with regards to a living situation!
Can you please share your thoughts? Do you see anything that I may have overlooked? Thank you very much.