Deer are so cute! I see their tracks outside my place sometimes but they're mostly at the neighbors'. I have a black rabbit hanging around close, I named him Chubby Bunny.
I'm sorry you have schizophrenia, that must be so hard to deal with. I was diagnosed with a couple of personality disorders, one of them is paranoid. Does paranoia go with schizophrenia sometimes? Sorry if I ask anything too personal you don't have to answer.
It was weird - last night a random person added me on skype and it was someone from the Netherlands, but I often wonder if it's my TF in disguise. He did that to me once on twitter, under a different name, and I only know for sure it was him because he referred to our phone call. That's where I fall short with the paranoia, it's hard to trust people.