dark night of the soul

[john1974]

Originally Posted by linen53

You are not alone. It's one of the most heartbreaking things I've ever had to do. I feel so cheated.

I know it breaks ya. But what else are we suppose to do there's only so much..

[linen53]

Yes, there is only so much. Then we have to lay that burden down and walk away.

I have only one prayer that I pray for my children: Please don't let my children stray from the path they planned out before they were born. Let them learn all the lessons they came here to learn.

[Dargor]

Going through it as well, although I would just refer to the dark night of the soul as simply a 'New Age' phrase for deppression. I not only relate to what you described but I also hold this intense anger boiling within me towards any divine force which is responsible for my situation. Be it a literal god or a higher self, I don't care. Both are disgusting beings.

The only advice I can give: don't listen to any douchebag who tells you it's your own fault.

[linen53]

Slayer, no one should judge you unless they have walked in your shoes. And of course you are wearing them so they can't.

[Dargor]

Originally Posted by linen53

Slayer, no one should judge you unless they have walked in your shoes. And of course you are wearing them so they can't.

Yea I dig what you mean and I appreciate it, but I shouldn't be a hypocrite on this one because I too can be very judgmental and cynical towards humanity in general. I must add it has it's reasons, though.

[linen53]

I think we all can be judgmental at times. It goes with the territory. But I try to keep mine in check when I realize I am doing it. When a judgmental thought comes into my head I correct it.