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Originally Posted by Ralph
Very-interesting Sea-Dove. I think you have had what they call 'a soft landing', which means after a life of servitude to a higher spirit you get the chance to follow/finish your own path. You probably served in a 'small procession' and were responsible to see to that no strange things (supernatural things) entered the domain you were being part of (for example the place where you were working). After that life of servitude you then got 'cleansed' or 'whiped out' by shaking back and forward a few times (to forget everything you know) and put back into a 'new' body.
I have a few questions for you: Do you remember anything from before you entered this body?
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No, that vortex, moving throu that vortex to here mind wipes. I was thou still aware thou of things like the bed was completely different to my other bed, not my bed, the one I usually sleep in (thou dont remember the details of the other) etc. It was different to not remembering the objects in my new environment (amnesia) as I did know these items werent my normal ones. Strongly knew this. So was very confused about the situation I'd found myself in for a moment (till I remembered I'd just came throu the vortex).
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Do you feel any regret choosing this body? (you probably didn't choose the exact body but you formed the parameters with which 'they' could decide where to put you).
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I didnt as far as Im aware "choose" this body, the whole walkin to this body, it appears to have been accidental. I may of stayed in the vortex too long?? and that affect my mind?, when I went to leave it, I couldnt remember which way I'd come into it from to get back to my starting point (my other body, my usual body).
The vortex can take one to lots of bodies (are they all this souls? I dont know??? anyway, there was lots of destinations/bodies/forms or whatever I could of ended up in). Maybe I'd been body jumping or something?? but anyway what I do remember is that things went wrong and I actually lost my directional bearings one could say. So just ended up heading anyway out of it, knowing I wasnt going to probably end up back from wherest I'd came from and hence then entered into this body. (I was well aware that the chances of ending up in my other with a random exist were extremely low but couldnt do much about it as I couldnt figure it out the right way to leave, I'd got lost).
From the vortex itself the ways out, one couldnt tell what was at the end of each from the spot of the actual vortex, so I should of maintained my focus on my previous exit point into the vortex to travel back throu the same frequencies which had brought me to the vortex in the first place.
Right outside of the vortex (think of the vortex as being a bit like an eye of a hurricane, a super still, timeless, nothing place) around that becomes something (worm holes? but I didnt experience as what we think of being wormholes as it was rather travelling throu that something which was various frequencies, I sometimes have said wormholes when sharing my experience as it just makes it easier to describe and something peoples brains can understand.. entry at one point which ends up taking one to another).
Those closest to the vortex all appeared the same but if one moved into them (hence leaving the vortex), one got further and further away and hit a destination. As even out of the central vortex there was no time or space either, this happened in a split second of time. One knew what had occurred but it was instant.
The only difference between the vortex and the frequencies one moved throu was I was then in a space of "something" rather then "nothing", from stillness to movement, lots of travelling throu frequency in that instant of time (the vortex itself had no recognizable frequency.. kind of like a black hole).
Its hard to explain it in human terms of location as that didnt exist with this. I could of gone out the vortex in any way (and then moved throu any of the frequencies) and it wouldnt have mattered, just another path (by path I meant movement into another spot in the frequencies) and would of ended up elsewhere.
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I could almost imagine this as almost like a childs play thing. Enter vortex for fun, explore certain bodies (maybe some are okay to go to without being completely mind wiped???), go in and out of places/times/bodies (with the vortex as a central point which connects them all). Thing is do not get lost!! (Ive no idea what caused me to go into the vortex in the first place. Could I have been some kind of explorer????). I think I lost my focus to be able to know my way back and stuffed up, hence was forced into randomly having to take a way out (that last part I remember clearly along with clearly remembering I got lost). It was completely random the way out I choose from that vortex. So did I consciously choose this body? No.
Maybe thou higher source intended this?
I'd love to know how to get myself back to that vortex, I'd definately experiment and try a different place for curiousity and leave this body. (so maybe there is a good reason I dont know how to get back).
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Did talk about this with your partner and children?
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I found myself as a single mother (I dont know if I had a partner or not in the other life, Im grateful I was a single mother otherwise I guess this whole situation would of been so much more difficult. It would of been impossible to fake being someone to a lover even if one had the memories given), so didnt have anyone to discuss this with. This bodies two children were very young, so I certainly couldnt say to them that I didnt know them!!. I had to fake it "act mother" (I'd downloaded this bodies memories so I could act this). It took me a while till it felt normal to be "mother".
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Do you know anything about the former soul that occupied your body?
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Other then that my previous body lived in some kind of home and did have a bed of its own. No.
It happened quite a long time ago now and I havent gained an extra insight on it all.
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