what you are is representative of "new life"
rijhumal; the energy you
provide to the cosmos has been unknown in prior times.
the old ways of being had been dominated by fearful energies, which
promoted terror, distress, and danger.
the "white blood" might indicate blood plasma, absent the red platelets.
or it might instead refer to the source of your life essence, informed by
loving light rather than fearful darkness.
in either case, the insects appear to have been more of an annoyance
than a threat to your well-being.
for the old energies to have drawn from your life essence indicates that
they've become informed by your new way of being; hitherto unknown.
the old ways had led into illness and despair... an infusion of your new
life might restore vitality to it, if it can be sustained through hope and
love rather than conflict and domination.
for it to withdraw means that it will attempt to process the new ideas,
and you will "improve" to your natural state of being.
place the old ways out of mind and live in accord with your authenticity.