Thank you all that tried to help me and tf and also our financial and house situation
I've found a job, in my old field, the pressure will come off now of tf shoulder, he was very relived. Now he's cleaning out. With good help from a friend who knows a lot about that stuff and there's been major major unblocking to do! Entities and whatever else. His past lives misdeeds really came up and with entities connected. It was hard to see, because it was a lot, and entangled with everything else. After all, tf been evil many lives. (That he never wanted to fulfill it is another story but it did save his behind)
So relieved, new job for me and were gonna sort the debts now and now we have enough to pay our way eventually, and as that's gone I can apply for a new house easily and by time we can even get our own house. But tf is bad, historically bad, he's in bed never to come out even to eat, he's sweating loads, weak, lots of pain all over, especially frequency pulses to head. He can't even talk. But he has a lot of holiday now so it should help but I don't see him at all. Still talk to my new two friends instead, yeah, even getting new friends. And both me and others find it easy to talk. I've been unblocked too and things left me and I feel so relieved. Like I finally got some breath. Even my asthma is gone! I. Haven't had to take my spray, at all. It's gone! I breath fine.
I'm making food going up to tf he eats at least. But he's so bad. One thing though I can't forget what he's said to me during our rows, that he doesn't love me never had and wanted me out. I even dream about it. Deeply unsure now! How do you solve that?
I also wonder if this not seeing him at all now gonna be forever. Note I didn't see him before that either. Similar symptoms. All in all before now, I've seen him twice a month. And we live together. When he's come home from work he's just Hugh eat go. But like I said, now, nothing. So it's the question how long I can take that. If it's gonna go for one year or so what do I do?
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