Seeing Aura I need interpretation.

[Artyop]

Hey there I just recently started to see aura when I close my eye. It all started when I met a girl. The first color I saw was pink, and I notice when I meditate about this girl the pink aura would get strong, and at first it is pretty deceiving cause pink is hard to notice, and you will think it is your natrual eye lid color.

Later on I decided that we wasn't going to work out together then I met an another girl I saw it turn green then that when I first recognize that I was seeing aura with my eyes close.

I am a christian, and I don't do yoga, or meditate, and it started to happen after 3 attempt to meditate, and I did that to see if it will help my depression. Now I am seeing aura while my eyes are close.

O.K. I have an another problem I do not know what is going on, but I do feel electricity going inside of my body and outside. They are very sexual, and I even feel it try to poke me inside of my anus, and it felt like a cold metal rod, but it did not penetrate it just poke me, and it was asking me if I want it up in there. I told them no cause I'm not into that stuff so they just kept on arousing me around my penis area, and my testicle. They kept giving me a hard on it would get so hard my that my penis go through my pants. Then one day I let it do it thing it feel like electricity and it went to my head then I heard a beeping sound, or some singing, but I can't make it out, and it gave me a headache for like one week. I notice I feel drain, and fatigue all the time, and I hardly have any energy, and it sucks so bad.

Now since I left this other girl, and I am alone, and I still pray, and when I pray to Jesus that thing clearly hates Jesus, and it get really mad when I pray. When I pray I would see a purple aura, and it would give me a panic attack, and it would go really crazy it feel like a vibration that shake really hard, and I would feel eletricity go all over it feel like they have a full control of my body, and I have felt them left me 2 times since, but they return really quickly. The first time it left me for good, but it return after I came back with the same girl that it first started, and since then I had trouble getting rid of it, The second time it left it return right away really instantly then it pretend to be a holy ghost or something then expect me to buy it that it not a big deal, and it just a holy ghost. Of course I wasn't stupid I know it something evil because it clearly left me for praying to Jesus or else it wouldn't left me in the first place.

Now I have a new problem it beat me down, and it managing to stop me from having a relationship with the true God, and Jesus when I pray right before it attack I would see purple aura and I knew it was coming to stop me to pray, and it doesn't want me to pray, and the panic attack that it give me is so servery that my heart would hurt for the rest of the day, and I had to stop praying and take a few days off to heal up so I can resume back to praying, and I am working on it to fight them. I admit they are cool, and nice, but I don't like the fact that they don't like Jesus, and I don't like the facts that they are attacking me to stop me from being with Jesus, or praying to Jesus so I need to put a stop to it, and this is unacceptable cause Jesus is God, the way, and the truth, and they can't stand it.

Well can anybody tell me what these aura mean that I am seeing, and why am I seeing aura that are with two diffrent girl, and why am I seeing purple aura right before the demonic attack?

I have a theroy it may mean that I am seeing other people aura the color pink is one girl and the girl green is the other girl then the new color purple and does the purple mean my spirit companion aura color?