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Old 02-07-2018, 10:32 PM
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Morning Mr G,
Good evening Patrycia. Just as I was embarking on a reply on a lovely quiet Sunday morning my friend came over so we could sort his head out. Jolly hockey sticks and such.

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My first real bike was a Raleigh Spacemaster, red with silver mudguards. As soon as I got home from school, I was straight out on it. I would cycle to school, friends, round to see my grandparents, everywhere on that bike. And when I wasnít on it, I was cleaning and shining it.
That doesn't surprise me, it's in line with your running.

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Again? Seriously?!

Cramps like that are often a sign of low magnesium, rather than what Iíve got which isnít cramps but just a tight calf muscle which was evident as soon as getting out of bed, itís sorted now.

You might want to think about taking some magnesium. Many people are low in magnesium as itís not rich in our soil anymore. But in addition to a supplement, you may want to try this, which is a transdermal magnesium and put it on the calf after a shower. It will smart to begin with, which is just a sign that you need the magnesium and after a few days that will ease off.

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Better-You-...rmal+magnesium

It may be that you could also experiment with the stretching exercises Iíve been doing. Rather than me explaining it badly, this is what Iíve been doing, and itís worked a treat, my calf is now back to normal. Also, my back problems have eased up considerably and I am wondering if there is a link. Maybe itíll work for you too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gqQcHJ9JEw

If you live in a bungalow, as I do, I happened to have one of these in my loft, which is perfect for doing the exercises. I was doing them about six times a day and have eased down to about once a day now.

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Costway-Aer...bic+step&psc=1

See how you go and let me know how you get on.
Yep, seriously. It's only flared up in the last couple of weeks or so so I'm not sure what that was about. I had it really bad a few years ago but that was because of my job, lifestyle and diet. At the time I was doing security and standing about most of the day, and my diet consisted mainly of canteen food because of shift times, etc. A change of job and diet straightened that out. Once it in a while I'll feel a little stiff (stop laughing) but that usually goes after stretching it on the stairs. It seems to be when I've slept or sat in an awkward position that really brings it on.

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I donít take that as condescending and in fact, Iím quite chuffed that you picked up on this for your perception is on the money! There have been a lot of spiritual experiences of late for me; the card/dream/song about the mirror, the quartz crystal, the numbers happening throughout the day / night and a few other experiences. But whatís really moved me forward, is Iíve done so much work / healing on the trauma on an emotional level as you know, but was having difficulty releasing that last little bit which was forgiveness of myself, for not having listened to my intuition although at the same time, acknowledging and understanding why my intuition was drowned out by the people / circumstances. I donít want to say too much about this but an interaction / occurrence re MK has just blasted that final bit out of my orbit. I am now easily able to forgive myself, no problem and not only do I have that forgiveness, but the gift of how it came about.

Also, for the last few weeks there has been a card I pick from the Earth Wisdom oracle that keeps reoccurring every day, every other day, itís always the same card Ö.. ĎClear the Auraí. Iíve dowsed and asked if this is something Iím actively supposed to do but it said not, that it was happening anyway, more than likely of things Iím working through and the turnabout in my thoughts.

So slowly but gradually Iíve been learning a new approach to life and the fact that Iím not running at the moment is obviously meant to be. Because what drove the running for six years was my enthusiasm / desire and those qualities are no longer there Ė because theyíre not meant to be. I keep seeing in my 3rd eye the message that I am in the recovery stages of ascension so Iím coming out of that intense phase I went through I the winter. I feel like Iíve had a few of Mattís energy upgrades. My energy levels are recovering care of the right B12 supplement (which in itself has taken a time to find). Iím beginning to see life working in a new way, so Iím very happy to stand back, and let this experience unfold to wherever it leads. My body obviously needs this time. Running has put me in a good position health wise, so Iím still reaping the benefits. And who knows maybe Iíll return to it, or when the time is right itíll possibly something new.
Sometimes as I write to you I'm getting 'inspiration from above' and the sigh was coming from 'up there'. It is relief but in a nice kind of way, as if someone is glad that you've finally reached this stage.

Forgiving yourself is probably one of the biggest things anyone can do, it's one of those double-whammies where you admit you're less than perfect and you're not blaming yourself for it. I've been through a lot of that in the last year or so and it's such a damned relief, as though all the baggage is finally dropping away. The Universe is also a reflection of you, which is why you're getting so much of a variety of communication from the Universe. It's as though that's kicked the door open and the Universe has an 'all areas access pass' to your field of perception.

The good thing about forgiving yourself and having the gift of how it came about means you'll expand your consciousness. I was having trouble with something I'd read in the forums and every answer seemed to be leading me up my own backside, then my Guide popped in with the answer. "It is encompassing." That's what fifth dimensional consciousness is, and it's what you're doing here.

One of the things that's been hanging around in your auric field is the being at odds with yourself, it's been in your core vibrations for quite a while now. Because you're finding it easier to forgive yourself the vibes created by you being at odds with yourself will/have been clear/clearing. In part yes it's the turnaround in your thoughts but forgiving yourself is very much a deeper level than thoughts, it's your core being. As for your running, well, you're not running away from yourself the same.

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Iím a bit puzzled here, are you saying your core strength is poor and youíre not sure why? Do you mean that your muscles feel weak, or youíve got digestive issues?


If you could retire, that would be awesome! Iíd love to be able to go part time, to get a better balance but canít see it happening. One thing I do worry about is what the future looks like: working to 67 is a worrying prospect unless my Ďhigher selfí has something tucked up its sleeve. You never know, I do have a good amount of premium bonds.
A bit of both. I'm going to see the vet at the end of the week and hopefully get a good overhaul and find out what's happening. Over two years ago I suddenly lost a fair bit of weight and started feeling as though I just didn't have the strength any more. I'm getting acid reflux which I'm managing and while it isn't all that serious it can't be good, and some times it's worse than others.


The Universe gives us what we need when we need it, and that's been particularly true for me since we moved here in 2005. It's not your Higher Self that's got something tucked up her sleeve, you do. You'll be fine, as long as needs and wants aren't on different planets.


I'm working part time, when we came up here we decided we'd work to live and not live to work. To be honest I was sick of the rat race. We're not rich but we're not short neither and everything is in a nice, easy balance. I'm not stressing about having work my chops off to pay for an expensive holiday that's badly needed after working my chops off. I doubt I could sit on my backside for long enough anyway, I'd have to find something to keep me going. If a lottery win is on the cards then it's photography classes and a motorhome, and definitely a microlight pilot's licence.


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Awww, thatís lovely!
It keeps changing colours and it's done so a few times over the years. Often it changes then goes back to the opaque grey again but this time it's kept the changes for longer.

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Iíve been placing the clear quartz in the sun by itself but last Sunday afternoon I had a couple hours of sunbathing in the garden and I took the crystal out and placed it on the ground beside me, so it had the benefit of being in the full sun, outside in the summer air and connecting to Mother Earth and also being within my energy field. I do feel like this crystal has massive potential, and also an Ďold friendí in the making, which is why I want to give it some freedom and respect. I expect Iíll get messages or the urge to use it when the timeís right.
I get the feeling you and the crystal are going to be BFFs, there's always a purpose or a reason for these things coming into our Lives. I also have a clear quartz with a silver dragon wrapped around it and it reminds me of my own dragon. I don't know why but I;m getting a lot of the energies that were coming through when I was writing my stories so I'm not sure what's happening there. For now it's just little things like wearing the crystals again and little 'messages' coming through.

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Ah right, I wondered if it had started with Uriah Heep but it sounds like it was before that and before all these synchronicities and coincidences started.
It started a long time before the Heep,l I can't remember what thread it was but our Paths have crossed at least once before this one. I knew then, it's just an intuition beyond intuition if that makes sense.

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Yes, it took me many years and many jobs learning how it all works, not to get drawn into office politics, not to get too close or too distant to anyone, appear to play by the rules. Got it down to a fine art now but every so often I do find something will cause me to bristle!
Someone once told me that Old Souls often have the worst problems here, it's because they're never fully integrated into this dimension. Interestingly she was a Native American Thunder Being, and her energies were very pure. It's like the saying, "On the earth but not of it" or words to that effect. I've always felt... not at odds but never quite comfortable with this dimension, as though I'm here but not really.

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There is a former manager that comes to mind with that description, an incredibly difficult time for me and the whole team for many years in my previous job. Unbelievably stressful at times. However, it worked itself out and they left under somewhat dubious circumstances. And I went from having the worst manager ever to the best manager ever until the whole team was closed down as part of a review
I'm also guessing that you learned or gained something from your encounter with him, other than him being the stuff nightmares are made of. It's said that during the most difficult of times we learn the greatest of lessons.


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Just a few weeks ago, I probably wouldnít have believed that but purely from an energy resonance viewpoint and from whatís occurred over the last couple of weeks, I can quite believe it now.
Everything's changed, everything is different. Everything looks the same but everything has changed and it feels like a very different reality, one that I'm not used to.

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I must admit, a little while back, after the UH coincidence, Chris de Burgh album, the similar jobs and half a dozen or more other coincidences, I wondered whether there may be one or two other synchronicities to be revealed Ė but itís got to the point where, it feels to me anyway, itís gone beyond synchronicity into something else, although Iíve no idea what the something else is. Is there anything beyond synchronicity? Maybe weíre creating it.

By the way, does this song hold any meaning for you?


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2drKRQIUQk



Patrycia
We're a long way from done yet, I get the feeling that this is preparation. What's next is anyone's guess.


I never was much of a 10CC fan at all but my cousin was, she was sweet on Lol Creme. That came out around the time I was potato-picking and staying with my aunt and uncle in the country, they'd got me a job for a few weekends with his boss. That was back-breaking work. It was also the first time I drove a tractor, at least on my own anyway. Around that time I was coming out the other side of a lot of not-so-nice stuff and family relationships changed for the better, but only just. The song was rattling around in my noggin a few weeks back but I couldn't figure out why, it was really random and didn't make any sense. Then again, at the time I was going through a lot of digging deep into my past and what I went through. I didn't make the connection then but I'm wondering if there was something in the song being in my head 'telling' me that I'd come out the back of the worst of digging through my past.


For some reason I needed to give you the right Jon and Vangelis link, especially after you saying you'd liked Vangelis' Bladerunner soundtrack. I didn't realise he'd also worked with Tangerine Dream and Kitaro. Kewl. Anyway, although it's a tad dramatic in places it hits the right spots for me -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqEL-BPa9TM
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Old 08-07-2018, 07:25 AM
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Hello Mr G,

Really pleased to hear from you; I was concerned that something had happened but I’m sure you were able to help out your friend, aided by some whisky perhaps!!



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That doesn't surprise me, it's in line with your running.

You mean the physical activity or the throwing myself into something 110% as can be my way?



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Yep, seriously. It's only flared up in the last couple of weeks or so so I'm not sure what that was about. I had it really bad a few years ago but that was because of my job, lifestyle and diet. At the time I was doing security and standing about most of the day, and my diet consisted mainly of canteen food because of shift times, etc. A change of job and diet straightened that out. Once it in a while I'll feel a little stiff (stop laughing) but that usually goes after stretching it on the stairs. It seems to be when I've slept or sat in an awkward position that really brings it on.

Ah, you’ve discovered the ‘stretching on the stair’s trick – works a treat. Mine’s fine now.

But seriously, both of us with the same problem in the same place!!! It reminds me of something that happened back in 2006. I was involved in a car accident after some idiot went into the back of my car when I was stopped at a pedestrian crossing. This was in the day when some cars didn’t have head restraints and I ended up with a severe case of whiplash. I rang a friend and he took me down to casualty to get me checked out. I came home about 8 in the evening and thought about phoning my mum to tell her what had happened but thought it was getting late and I didn’t want her to spend the night worrying, so I left it to the next morning.

When I rang in the morning, she told me that the previous night, she’d had pains in her neck. And that was before she knew about the accident. And then quite a few years later, the experience was reversed when she developed a case of plantar fasciitis and I developed pain in my right foot.



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Sometimes as I write to you I'm getting 'inspiration from above' and the sigh was coming from 'up there'. It is relief but in a nice kind of way, as if someone is glad that you've finally reached this stage.



I would guess the someone “up there” would be my Nan or my dad, or both. Dad was on the earth plane when it happened and he was my super support, ringing me twice a day. And my Nan, when she comes through in medium readings, has given me support at the level of my spiritual understanding at the time. It’s only taken 13 years but I have finally got there! And as Matt said in one of his recent videos I’ve learned that I can take a hit, a big one, and I survived. And when he said that, it really struck a chord with me, and I actually felt a smidgeon of pride!




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Forgiving yourself is probably one of the biggest things anyone can do, it's one of those double-whammies where you admit you're less than perfect and you're not blaming yourself for it. I've been through a lot of that in the last year or so and it's such a damned relief, as though all the baggage is finally dropping away. The Universe is also a reflection of you, which is why you're getting so much of a variety of communication from the Universe. It's as though that's kicked the door open and the Universe has an 'all areas access pass' to your field of perception.


Yes, baggage dropping away is exactly what it feels like.

Do you think that’s what the numbers are? I’ve had two instances where I’ve woken one night at 11.11, then the next night it’s 2.22 and the next 3.33. And that’s happened twice. I asked my guides what the numbers were all about and the reply was ”divine rightness / correctness.“

You’re right, I am experiencing many new spiritual experiences. The other day, I was doing a meditation/relaxation to a chakra CD with singing bowsl and binaural beats. It’s not usual for me to do this, I just felt compelled to do it. When the track reached the throat chakra (one of the chakras severely upset by the trauma) I started spontaneously coughing. And then the next day I discovered I can whistle again! I used to whistle a lot but just lost the ability and now suddenly, I’m whistling away to anything. And the other thing that happened in the meditation was my arms started to lift off the ground about 25 inches, it was though they were being supported by some energy. I’ve never experienced that before. So there’s all kinds of stuff going on.



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The good thing about forgiving yourself and having the gift of how it came about means you'll expand your consciousness. I was having trouble with something I'd read in the forums and every answer seemed to be leading me up my own backside, then my Guide popped in with the answer. "It is encompassing." That's what fifth dimensional consciousness is, and it's what you're doing here.


I definitely feel that I’m changing; inside and out. I think the vit B12 is starting to have a real impact and I think being low in this has affected me more than I realised. I’m still getting the occasional low blood sugar event and my guides said there is a link with low B12, so I looked that up and sure enough there is. But I’m no longer going into work with no energy. Plus of course with the lovely hot weather which I’m relishing, I’m getting a good dose of Vit D. The cards are telling me exactly where I am every day, they’re so on the money! I’m constantly also picking the fertility card from the Psychic Tarot and Divine Connection is another frequent one.

Matt’s teachings have gone to a deeper level with me somehow, and I can’t quite explain what I mean by that. The other day I was watching a video and taking about 10 pages of notes but afterwards I couldn’t recollect any words, sentences, nothing. Yet so many of the ones I’d seen months ago, I could still recall well. This really, really bothered and troubled me for several days until my guides finally popped in and said you’re not remembering it because you don’t need that one, you’ve done it; you are living it.

Also, now with what’s happening for him personally that’s triggered other stuff in me that’s come up to be dealt with. I think the quartz crystal is here to help me with some healing to do with the heart and the ananda khanda chakra and I tried to use it the other day but I could feel some resistance in me – so I had a Southern Comfort instead!!

So I know I’ve got some work to do with how to move forward with this but Matt’s helping me with that too plus he’s got the second of two new videos out which I just know there will be some magic words that will show me the way forward. In fact, although I’m really enjoying life at the moment, Saturday morning is where I want to be; in front of the computer, listening, watching, recording, showing me what’s next. It feels like I’m studying at degree level. You know my quality of solid, unswerving, 120% enthusiasm – that’s it, right there on a Saturday morning! It’s one of the characteristics I really like about me, there’s no ‘trying’ to do something, ‘must’ do something, ‘should’ do, etc. When motivation is off the scale like this, it takes no ‘trying’ it has a life of its own. That’s what my running was like!




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One of the things that's been hanging around in your auric field is the being at odds with yourself, it's been in your core vibrations for quite a while now. Because you're finding it easier to forgive yourself the vibes created by you being at odds with yourself will/have been clear/clearing. In part yes it's the turnaround in your thoughts but forgiving yourself is very much a deeper level than thoughts, it's your core being. As for your running, well, you're not running away from yourself the same.


Yes, I feel that’s what’s happening; I’m clearing stuff physically, mentally, emotionally, I think that’s why I keep selecting the ‘clear the aura’. Also from this new Energy Oracle which I’m growing to really like I’ve selected the ‘Door to Personal Health and Happiness’ a number of times.
Do you have any oracle cards, I’m sensing they’re not quite your thing but may be wrong?



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A bit of both. I'm going to see the vet at the end of the week and hopefully get a good overhaul and find out what's happening. Over two years ago I suddenly lost a fair bit of weight and started feeling as though I just didn't have the strength any more. I'm getting acid reflux which I'm managing and while it isn't all that serious it can't be good, and some times it's worse than others
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Did you know unexplained weight loss and lack of strength/energy can be a symptom of low B12?

Acid reflux is not good as it can often accompany other things; been helping someone at work with this who had a hernia as well as Helicobacter pylori. It can be a complicated situation as reflux can be the only symptom but can also be part of a wider issue. B12 can help with acid reflux.

https://www.viridian-nutrition.com/b...b12-deficiency

It can be made worse by certain foods such as spicy, fatty and some fruits and pretty much everything is worse if you get stressed. Have you kept a note of what you’re eating and drinking to see if you can identify the trigger? You could try eliminating gluten, dairy for a few weeks (separately).

I can only tell you that going down the allopathic medicine root is not something I would do. Its usual aim is to treat the symptoms, not the cause and can cause more or new problems. The natural way is always better. You may want to take a look at this:

https://www.peoplespharmacy.com/2017...without-a-ppi/

I haven’t been to the vets for years! My approach would be to have the tests, interpret them and then find my own way. Like I was on the verge of going to ask for various tests to track down the low energy levels but it looks like I’ve solved that one myself.

If you want to start the journey of helping yourself, it takes time to research and commitment and finding something that works for you. A good place to start is here:

https://articles.mercola.com/home-re...lux-ulcer.aspx

Reading through the comments at the end is just as educational!

Give the B12 a try because on a separate note, if we’re experiencing similar physical issues, if I’m responding so well to the B12, chances are you could. Just make sure you get a good quality supplement with no artificial sweeteners. This is the one I use

https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B013AV1T...=5519740580502




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I'm also guessing that you learned or gained something from your encounter with him, other than him being the stuff nightmares are made of. It's said that during the most difficult of times we learn the greatest of lessons.


I thought I don’t ever want to work for a jerk of a manager again! And actually the three managers I’ve worked for at my current place of six years, have been the nicest managers to work for. One of the main reason for me staying.

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Everything's changed, everything is different. Everything looks the same but everything has changed and it feels like a very different reality, one that I'm not used to.

Everything feels really different at the moment, inside, outside physically, the weather, the lot!



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We're a long way from done yet, I get the feeling that this is preparation. What's next is anyone's guess.


I guess we’ll have to let the universe show us and, as my guides are so fond of saying, let it unfold!





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The song was rattling around in my noggin a few weeks back but I couldn't figure out why, it was really random and didn't make any sense.

Well that must have been me then sorry about that!!

That song is really significant for me by association. I was 13 when it was released and I was getting bullied quite badly by a local neighbour boy. I dreaded the walk home from school in case he should appear and he used to spy on me playing in the garden. So one day I told the boy next door about it, as we were good friends. Then one day shortly after, I recall it so clearly, I was in the upstairs room listening to the radio, 10CC Life is a Minestrone - looking down into next door’s driveway and the boy next door had cornered and was standing over the bully boy and hit him a few times. I just knew at the time, this was about me. And so it was, as he never bothered me again. But whenever I hear that song, I can see it all so clearly in my mind.



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For some reason I needed to give you the right Jon and Vangelis link, especially after you saying you'd liked Vangelis' Bladerunner soundtrack.

I don’t know that track but I think it’s the same singer as in this one, which is also significant for me, beginning of 80’s :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6_p5CV5plc

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Old 08-07-2018, 01:27 PM
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Hello Mr G,

Really pleased to hear from you; I was concerned that something had happened but Iím sure you were able to help out your friend, aided by some whisky perhaps!!
Hi there Patrycia


I'm like the wicked with from the Wizard of Oz... "Aaaaarrrrg I'm melting."


This was a different friend. This one is younger and has mental health issues, as far as we can discern from being in care when he was a young child. Very tangled story. He has a chapter in his Life that he's blocked out completely so that's gong to be fun.

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You mean the physical activity or the throwing myself into something 110% as can be my way?[/quote/]Whatever you decide to do it's never done half-heartedly.


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Ah, youíve discovered the Ďstretching on the stairís trick Ė works a treat. Mineís fine now.

But seriously, both of us with the same problem in the same place!!! It reminds me of something that happened back in 2006. I was involved in a car accident after some idiot went into the back of my car when I was stopped at a pedestrian crossing. This was in the day when some cars didnít have head restraints and I ended up with a severe case of whiplash. I rang a friend and he took me down to casualty to get me checked out. I came home about 8 in the evening and thought about phoning my mum to tell her what had happened but thought it was getting late and I didnít want her to spend the night worrying, so I left it to the next morning.

When I rang in the morning, she told me that the previous night, sheíd had pains in her neck. And that was before she knew about the accident. And then quite a few years later, the experience was reversed when she developed a case of plantar fasciitis and I developed pain in my right foot.
Glad you're on the mend, one less distraction you don't need.


Luckily I haven't had too many serious things happen to me, physically anyway. I was run over and nearly killed when I was a child, but ended up with bruises instead. I ended up best friends with the woman who ran me down's brother-in-law and worked with her hubby, he taught me how to use a capstan lathe. Many years later and the woman and I still talk. Other than that though, nothing serious.


My mother has always known when I'm going through a hard time emotionally or if things aren't all they could be. Very often my father hangs around her to let her know something isn't right, or she'll feel as though something is badly wrong. Just with me it seems, not any of my other three brothers.


I'm also a very strongly emotional guy (yeah, the irony of that) and there were times when I'd been feeling very emotional and Mrs G would come running into the room wondering what was going on. Not so much now because she's learned to understand the reasons but she still feels it. Her hubby was abusive to her and her vertebrae in her neck were damaged beyond repair, and they won't operate in case they end up paralysing her. Not long after she found that out I started having problems with my neck, nothing major but if I was sitting awkwardly or not moving my head enough it would come out with an audible crack.


Empathy is one thing and sometimes it can be all in the mind, but when there's something more physical it's more than coincidence.

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I would guess the someone ďup thereĒ would be my Nan or my dad, or both. Dad was on the earth plane when it happened and he was my super support, ringing me twice a day. And my Nan, when she comes through in medium readings, has given me support at the level of my spiritual understanding at the time. Itís only taken 13 years but I have finally got there! And as Matt said in one of his recent videos Iíve learned that I can take a hit, a big one, and I survived. And when he said that, it really struck a chord with me, and I actually felt a smidgeon of pride!
I'm getting that you have a strong support network 'up there', focussed on your Nan it seems because there's a very strong female presence there yet she's staying in the background. I also have the feeling there should be a three but that's for you to figure out. They're waiting for you to remember????

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Yes, baggage dropping away is exactly what it feels like.

Do you think thatís what the numbers are? Iíve had two instances where Iíve woken one night at 11.11, then the next night itís 2.22 and the next 3.33. And thatís happened twice. I asked my guides what the numbers were all about and the reply was Ēdivine rightness / correctness.ď

Youíre right, I am experiencing many new spiritual experiences. The other day, I was doing a meditation/relaxation to a chakra CD with singing bowsl and binaural beats. Itís not usual for me to do this, I just felt compelled to do it. When the track reached the throat chakra (one of the chakras severely upset by the trauma) I started spontaneously coughing. And then the next day I discovered I can whistle again! I used to whistle a lot but just lost the ability and now suddenly, Iím whistling away to anything. And the other thing that happened in the meditation was my arms started to lift off the ground about 25 inches, it was though they were being supported by some energy. Iíve never experienced that before. So thereís all kinds of stuff going on.
It's very liberating isn't it, when the **** finally starts to fall way. The broken wings learn to heal.

Enough with the synchronicities already. I used to whistle and sing when I was younger, at one stage I'd just learned to whistle through my teeth and I used to do it so much it was driving my mother nuts. At the time Whistling Jacksmith was on the radio. I stopped for a long time then started to do it again when - strangely enough - I discovered the Celestine Prophecy. I'd gone down to get a copy and there was a pile of books, so I grabbed one. When I'd sat down to read it it was the Experiential Guide. Read the book, do the exercises and learn how it works in your Life. Again the whistling, singing but different song. It was the one about whistling and singing 'til the greenwoods rang and he won the heart of a lady. That was a huge turning point in my Life.

Recently though I've been having a half-hearted whistle to myself, more of a curiosity than anything else.


If you're receiving numbers and the like it's because you're able to, if you weren't able to then you wouldn't receive them. What it means is that you're tuned in at least, and what you do with what comes through is your choice. What you do need to be aware of however is what you do with what you're given, that's what's important. If you're dismissive then it'll stop in time - not just the numbers but everything. You'll tune yourself out of those vibrations, essentially. You're not keen on the established meanings of the numbers, but they can be a guide if nothing else. All of those things are communications of a sort and they'll have meaning for you personally. What Spirit will also do is tap into things that are very much connected with you - like your church bells. Yes they're Christian but if you'd gone past that you would have found that they connected with something deep inside.


Similarly with your numbers. 11:11 is the Ascension number and obviously 2:22 and 3:33 are sequential - and it's the sequence that's important. You sitting comfortably?


the numbers 11:11 mean Ascension, you, what's been happening to you since you started this thread... etc and however you see that. The number 2 is the symbol of peace and unity between two entities - how's your Higher Self doing these days? Is how you think about 'her' any different now to what what it would have been prior to this thread? Good old 3.33, that's the doozy. Three is trinity and while it's Christian they stole it from the Pagans. Three threes is the trinity of trinities. Now then, three is the strongest of all shapes in geometry and the building blocks of all the other shapes. The internal angles are multiples of three. While triangles probably aren't of much use to you they are a good visualisation for understanding. Pagans and quite a few others believe in threes - thrice, threefold, power of three..... and that's what the significance is here. The power of three that's the strongest shape/relationship. There are a lot of threes going on in your life right now.


What I'm getting is 'as it should be', which is another way of saying divine rightness/correctness. What hasn't happened yet is that you haven't quite joined the dots, but you know they're there. There's your Higher Self, your Nan and your dad all 'working together up there'/geometry/related - the three/trinity of them. You are an aspect of your Higher Self as much as your Past Lives are also aspects. Some would call that the Gestalt Reality of the multi-Dimensional Self and the Sufis (amongst others) would call it the Monad. Keeping it as simple as possible you are a trinity - mind, body, Spirit. So, two triangles going head-to-head if you like - dad, Nan, Higher Self and you as in mind, body and Spirit.



I'd like to tell you how I feel but there are no words for it, really. Spaced out would do it. For quite a while I've been feeling the need to make changes but as soon as I start thinking about them, my head falls apart. Literally, I can't even see straight so I've stopped. What has changed though is my perceptions of the rest of the Universe 'out there' and it feels as though it's vibrating at a very different frequency. It's not disconcerting in any way, just curious. People are also reacting to me differently, which is weird too. My home is my sanctuary and I guess what I needed was something that didn't change too drastically, an.... unchanging reference point that I could come back to.

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I definitely feel that Iím changing; inside and out. I think the vit B12 is starting to have a real impact and I think being low in this has affected me more than I realised. Iím still getting the occasional low blood sugar event and my guides said there is a link with low B12, so I looked that up and sure enough there is. But Iím no longer going into work with no energy. Plus of course with the lovely hot weather which Iím relishing, Iím getting a good dose of Vit D. The cards are telling me exactly where I am every day, theyíre so on the money! Iím constantly also picking the fertility card from the Psychic Tarot and Divine Connection is another frequent one.

Mattís teachings have gone to a deeper level with me somehow, and I canít quite explain what I mean by that. The other day I was watching a video and taking about 10 pages of notes but afterwards I couldnít recollect any words, sentences, nothing. Yet so many of the ones Iíd seen months ago, I could still recall well. This really, really bothered and troubled me for several days until my guides finally popped in and said youíre not remembering it because you donít need that one, youíve done it; you are living it.

Also, now with whatís happening for him personally thatís triggered other stuff in me thatís come up to be dealt with. I think the quartz crystal is here to help me with some healing to do with the heart and the ananda khanda chakra and I tried to use it the other day but I could feel some resistance in me Ė so I had a Southern Comfort instead!!

So I know Iíve got some work to do with how to move forward with this but Mattís helping me with that too plus heís got the second of two new videos out which I just know there will be some magic words that will show me the way forward. In fact, although Iím really enjoying life at the moment, Saturday morning is where I want to be; in front of the computer, listening, watching, recording, showing me whatís next. It feels like Iím studying at degree level. You know my quality of solid, unswerving, 120% enthusiasm Ė thatís it, right there on a Saturday morning! Itís one of the characteristics I really like about me, thereís no Ďtryingí to do something, Ďmustí do something, Ďshouldí do, etc. When motivation is off the scale like this, it takes no Ďtryingí it has a life of its own. Thatís what my running was like!
I've asked Mrs G to get me some B12 supplement to try that, I've been getting all the symptoms so it's worth at try. My diet changed and things started happening from there, and many of the things I'd stopped eating are on the list. Strangely enough I've had a passion for eggs of any kind so maybe my body is trying to tell me something. Maybe it'll help with my digestion, and when I'm getting cold sores in the middle of a heatwave it's time to take notice.

The mind is lazy and likes autopilot, in the way you don't need to concentrate when you're forking food into your mouth or driving your car. After a while the brain does things automatically and we don't give them a second thought - like pushing Matt's teachings into your noggin so hard it has little choice but to become automatic. The mind doesn't need to recall it and it's probably stored in a part of your brain that's locked away because access isn't needed. But then, 'back then' you needed the teachings because you thought you were 'lacking', that you needed them. Now that you're actually living with them not only are you embodying it all you don't have the same need to learn. You don't feel the need any more - not for that particular material anyway. So again, there's another 'indicator' of how far you've come. And give yourself permission to acknowledge at least, if you're not comfortable with the idea of feeling pride.

Part of the Ascension process -probably the whole point - is releasing and dealing with things that we've been holding onto for too long. Vibrations aren't raised by packing your head full of knowledge, vibrations are raised by encompassing, embodying and becoming those things. The trinity of things that you're doing. What also tends to happen is that it opens the floodgates and it can become very silly very quickly as one thing leads to something else and it all comes trooping out.


"You have always been here."
Kosh,
Ambassador for Vorlon,
Babylon 5


Yeah I know, I draw my inspirations from the strangest of places but even those that write sci-fi scripts can be Spiritual too. Your quality of 120% enthusiasm wasn't so much a quality, it was always a deeper part of your core being and that goes a dozen levels deeper than quality. It wasn't - and isn't - just what you had it's who you are/were. Please excuse the tenses mix-up but sometimes they're just the same thing for me.



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Yes, I feel thatís whatís happening; Iím clearing stuff physically, mentally, emotionally, I think thatís why I keep selecting the Ďclear the auraí. Also from this new Energy Oracle which Iím growing to really like Iíve selected the ĎDoor to Personal Health and Happinessí a number of times.
Do you have any oracle cards, Iím sensing theyíre not quite your thing but may be wrong?
It's actually very natural when you think about it, this Ascension process. As your vibrations change what you resonate with is bound to change as well. If that means letting go of what was holding you back or coming to terms with who or what you are physically, emotionally..... It's all very natural, like puberty for the Soul.

I tend to trust my intuition in the moment and so far it's kept me right. I don't really get messages from the cards, even if I'm using them for a reading they're more of a prop than anything else and everything comes from inside or 'up there'. Out of a mere whim I asked Mrs G to get me some B12, it just felt right. I also looked up some of the symptoms and I tick most of the boxes, but at the same time I'm wary of self-diagnosis. Still, it's not as though B12 is coma-inducing if it's not the right stuff to take so it can't hurt to at least try. This feels like the right time that I need to do things differently somehow, the energies feel right for it. I have two Tarot decks that I haven't used in a while so I might dig them out and see what happens. I've been wearing my dragon crystal again as well, the one I sometimes used to dowse with. It's all indicative of internal/energetic changes.

Did you know unexplained weight loss and lack of strength/energy can be a symptom of low B12?

Acid reflux is not good as it can often accompany other things; been helping someone at work with this who had a hernia as well as Helicobacter pylori. It can be a complicated situation as reflux can be the only symptom but can also be part of a wider issue. B12 can help with acid reflux.

https://www.viridian-nutrition.com/b...b12-deficiency

It can be made worse by certain foods such as spicy, fatty and some fruits and pretty much everything is worse if you get stressed. Have you kept a note of what youíre eating and drinking to see if you can identify the trigger? You could try eliminating gluten, dairy for a few weeks (separately).

I can only tell you that going down the allopathic medicine root is not something I would do. Its usual aim is to treat the symptoms, not the cause and can cause more or new problems. The natural way is always better. You may want to take a look at this:

https://www.peoplespharmacy.com/2017...without-a-ppi/

I havenít been to the vets for years! My approach would be to have the tests, interpret them and then find my own way. Like I was on the verge of going to ask for various tests to track down the low energy levels but it looks like Iíve solved that one myself.

If you want to start the journey of helping yourself, it takes time to research and commitment and finding something that works for you. A good place to start is here:

https://articles.mercola.com/home-re...lux-ulcer.aspx

Reading through the comments at the end is just as educational!

Give the B12 a try because on a separate note, if weíre experiencing similar physical issues, if Iím responding so well to the B12, chances are you could. Just make sure you get a good quality supplement with no artificial sweeteners. This is the one I use

https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B013AV1T...=5519740580502
Thank you, I'll have a look at that later but as I've said, it's a done deal. It wouldn't do any harm to have a look anyway. It all looks related because I've cut out some foods that would have led to a B12 deficiency a while ago and all the symptoms seem to be related to that. There are some things that make the acid reflux worse, one of them being the vegetable soup at work, that's a pain because it's a ritual of mine to sneak a cup just before I leave work, it's a rebel ritual. The tomato is pretty ******. I also need to look at when I eat as well, usually I don't have breakfast but that's beginning to change too and I'm thinking of buying cereal or something, I couldn't stomach anything heavier. Other than that my diet is fairly healthy because although I do eat meat I also have plenty of fruit and veg too along the way. I don't drink much coffee any more, about two cups per day. There's nothing that I can pinpoint exactly, it feels as though it's more of a general build-up through the day and it happens no matter what I eat.

There's a part of me that's simply had enough and it goes down to the Soul level. It's not depression or anything like that, it's a complete lack of enthusiasm for anything at all. It's feeling as though it's the last long mile that I need to get through. On a more moving-on note Mrs G and I did some research into supplements and she'll be getting me those as of tomorrow, so I'll be stuffing my chops with pills.

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I thought I donít ever want to work for a jerk of a manager again! And actually the three managers Iíve worked for at my current place of six years, have been the nicest managers to work for. One of the main reason for me staying.
Sometimes we gain as much from the bad guys as we do the good guys.


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Everything feels really different at the moment, inside, outside physically, the weather, the lot!
It feels like a different Universe, as though the core frequencies have changed somehow.

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I guess weíll have to let the universe show us and, as my guides are so fond of saying, let it unfold!
That's the fun part.

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Well that must have been me then sorry about that!!

That song is really significant for me by association. I was 13 when it was released and I was getting bullied quite badly by a local neighbour boy. I dreaded the walk home from school in case he should appear and he used to spy on me playing in the garden. So one day I told the boy next door about it, as we were good friends. Then one day shortly after, I recall it so clearly, I was in the upstairs room listening to the radio, 10CC Life is a Minestrone - looking down into next doorís driveway and the boy next door had cornered and was standing over the bully boy and hit him a few times. I just knew at the time, this was about me. And so it was, as he never bothered me again. But whenever I hear that song, I can see it all so clearly in my mind.
Beyond synchronicity????

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I donít know that track but I think itís the same singer as in this one, which is also significant for me, beginning of 80ís :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6_p5CV5plc

Patrycia
That was the track I was going to link you to initially but somehow the other one seemed more pertinent. Anyway, the same singer. Jon Anderson used to be in a band called Yes for many years, they were one of the pioneers of progressive rock and a collection of the greatest musicians of their time. He also met Vangelis around the same time and Vangelis worked with Yes for a few weeks, they wanted to replace Rick Wakeman. It didn't happen because the music is very different. I still have a few Yes cassettes, including their very first one - probably collectors pieces by now. I remember seeing Anderson on TOTP and trying to work out what the hell he was doing with that stupid ukulele he was strumming away at, it didn't seem to work with Vangelis' keyboards. Still, I have everything the two of them ever did. Donna Summer covered their State of Independence with Gorgio Moroder and had a huge disco hit. I always wondered how it might have sounded with Vangelis' music and Donna Summer's vocals.
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I'm like the wicked with from the Wizard of Oz... "Aaaaarrrrg I'm melting."

Iím loving the sun and heat, I seem to have a great tolerance for the heat and I love it!


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This was a different friend. This one is younger and has mental health issues, as far as we can discern from being in care when he was a young child. Very tangled story. He has a chapter in his Life that he's blocked out completely so that's gong to be fun.

Ooh, thatís a very difficult path. Reminds me of some of the cases in my hitherto days in the child protection arena.



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I'm getting that you have a strong support network 'up there', focussed on your Nan


My Nan was a very strong female, very spiritual but a hard life but we were very close. Her funeral, when I was 15, traumatised me and I swore Iíd never go to another funeral. And I didnít until 2012 when I went to my fatherís funeral. Apparently, a medium once told me, that Nan had taken lots of notes of things about spiritual experiences in her day, but they were destroyed. The Ďthirdí person would be my mother, but she has full blown Alzheimerís - it will be good when she finally passes as we had so many conversations about evidence she would give me. A medium said to me that the three of us will exist on the same plane when all of us are in spirit.


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Enough with the synchronicities already. I used to whistle and sing when I was younger

It is unusual for a woman to whistle, at least, thatís what my colleagues used to tell me when they went in search of whoís whistling! Last several days since its come back, there are times when it goes again but when Iím able to whistle, it makes me smile just because Iíve not been able to do it for so long, which actually must mean maybe my throat chakra is beginning to heal, or things are beginning to change on that front.


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What you do need to be aware of however is what you do with what you're given, that's what's important. If you're dismissive then it'll stop in time - not just the numbers but everythingĒ

In no way would I be dismissive of them. I think the message is not in the individual numbers, unless I get the same number over and over. Itís the number of times it happens during a day. For instance, whilst on a day off, I decided to write down the times when it happened as a matter of curiosity. Now this was when I was watching Matt and heíd say something that struck a chord, or I would stop to make a cup of tea, or I had a profound thought myself, a knock on the door etc. So it started that morning with 4.44 09.09 10.00 10.10 11.11 12.11 12.22 13.30 13.43 14.22 14.41 15.05 16.26 17.07. 18.18 And thatís a fairly typical day.

Iím going through a milder version of ascension symptoms I had with the initial awakening. Iím getting waves of emotion that feel incredibly intense for a few seconds, and I start to cry and then literally in a millisecond, itís gone and I feel fine. It feels very odd. And those deep heat moments are happening at night again (nothing to do with the weather). Iíll wake up quite suddenly and about 10 seconds later this deep heat fills my whole body and Iíll then look at the clock at notice itís 11.11, or 2.22 etc. I read on the net that the kundalini energy is free to roam at night because the conscious, awake mind Ď off lineí. Last night, I had one major one which felt really intense and went on for a long time. I took the opportunity to tune into my body and feel where it was and it is the solar plexus. Interestingly, the last week Iíve begun dowsing my chakras in the morning and found that the physical, first three chakras are going anti clockwise and the spiritual chakras are closed. So Iím guessing the kundalini is busy clearing stuff out of the solar.

I donít mind the church bells but the gold symbols have eased off, I do get them occasionally but not the frequency I had to begin with.
Lately Iíve been getting a silver, pewter cross.


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How's your Higher Self doing these days?

My higher self? Iíve no idea, the term for me sounds like an airy fairy, pie in the sky concept. Iím not concerned about my higher self. I can only tell you how MY-self is and at the moment, Iím smokiní! Now the voice inside my head that is the Ďwise oneí that offers solace, reasoning and wisdom to the Ďmeí that gets a little cranky or irritated at times, or offerís one of Mattís helping strategies at times of need, then if that is the higher self, I can accept that, I would just like to find another term for it. I found a definition on the net of higher self, and it said that it is the highest level of wisdom you can attain in the physical body. So that, and my experience, seems to fit.



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I'd like to tell you how I feel but there are no words for it, really. Spaced out would do it. For quite a while I've been feeling the need to make changes but as soon as I start thinking about them, my head falls apart

What kind of changes are you wanting to make? Maybe thereís something about the kind of change youíre thinking about thatís closing you down, maybe itís that youíre not ready yet.

Often when I have a problem, I will do my usual of wanting to have it sorted immediately. But then the wisdom kicks in and I just acknowledge that I donít know the answer yet and I just let it be, and I find a though will trickle to the surface and thatís when I get going with action



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After a while the brain does things automatically and we don't give them a second thought - like pushing Matt's teachings into your noggin so hard it has little choice but to become automatic. The mind doesn't need to recall it and it's probably stored in a part of your brain that's locked away because access isn't needed. But then, 'back then' you needed the teachings because you thought you were 'lacking', that you needed them. Now that you're actually living with them not only are you embodying it all you don't have the same need to learn. You don't feel the need any more - not for that particular material anyway.

It was only one of Mattís videos that I couldnít recall (and my guides saying because I didnít need that one as I was living it). I absolutely still have an almost driven need to hoover up every video and the radio broadcasts heís started doing recently. So much so, that I have gone back to the beginning and am re-watching some of the earlier videos because I only took a few sentences or paragraphs. Itís interesting to flick through the lever arch file of neatly typed and fully indexed notes and see the more in tune with him Iíve become, the notes start to expand from one sentence to about 10 pages. And also, some of the things he said in those first videos would have gone over my head but now they make sense.

I canít imagine that I will never Not be interested in what he has to say, because he is evolving as a person as well and receiving downloads from the universe which are addressing the current situation.


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Part of the Ascension process -probably the whole point - is releasing and dealing with things that we've been holding onto for too long. Vibrations aren't raised by packing your head full of knowledge, vibrations are raised by encompassing, embodying and becoming those things. The trinity of things that you're doing. What also tends to happen is that it opens the floodgates and it can become very silly very quickly as one thing leads to something else and it all comes trooping out.


Actually, I couldnít have put this any better. Iíve released all the stuff to do with the trauma, I donít think about the physical symptoms much. The last little bit was the self forgiveness which Iíve been able to do now.
It started with absorbing Mattís teachings but, as you say, embodying and becoming those things. Thatís where Iím at.


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Yeah I know, I draw my inspirations from the strangest of places but even those that write sci-fi scripts can be Spiritual too.


Oh totally, I thought Star Trek (the original of course) was very spiritual. I was a massive ST fan back in the day, I could watch just a few seconds of an episode and tell you what the episode was called. Iíve got up in the loft somewhere the original Star Trek Technical Manual. Have all the films, novels and photonovels (although I have sold those now). Captain Kirk is / was one of my childhood heroes.

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Thank you, I'll have a look at that later but as I've said, it's a done deal. It wouldn't do any harm to have a look anyway. It all looks related because I've cut out some foods that would have led to a B12 deficiency a while ago and all the symptoms seem to be related to that. There are some things that make the acid reflux worse, one of them being the vegetable soup at work, that's a pain because it's a ritual of mine to sneak a cup just before I leave work, it's a rebel ritual. The tomato is pretty ******. I also need to look at when I eat as well, usually I don't have breakfast but that's beginning to change too and I'm thinking of buying cereal or something, I couldn't stomach anything heavier. Other than that my diet is fairly healthy because although I do eat meat I also have plenty of fruit and veg too along the way. I don't drink much coffee any more, about two cups per day. There's nothing that I can pinpoint exactly, it feels as though it's more of a general build-up through the day and it happens no matter what I eat.

OK, much work to do here.

The fact that youíre reacting to certain foods tells me that you have a sensitive digestive system (which you already know). But as well as reacting to foods, you could well be reacting to the preservatives, antioxidants, flavourings etc that are used in many foods. The vegetable and tomato soup is probably a case in hand. I'm guessing that this is from a tin or a packet? Take a look at what you are eating in terms of the preservatives, antioxidants, flavourings etc. It can be quite a shock to see how much of this stuff is in everyday foods, even so called healthy food. It will be down to you and how far you want to take this but you may want to discard anything that isnít natural. It can be a massive change so you want to go slowly but if you open your kitchen cupboards and start looking in detail at the additives in foods, particularly anything with artificial sweeteners, mono sodium glutamate, as it will be a real education. Be aware that the first item listed in the ingredients will be the greatest amount.

As an example, I helped a man at work who was having problems in the "bathroom department - waterworks." He had been to the vets several times and had had number of tests which had not revealed the problem. He was due to have a very Ďinvasiveí test and was dreading it. He talked to me about all this and within 10 minutes I knew instinctively what the problem was. He was drinking sugar free soft drinks and the culprit was aspartame. He cut these out and the problem improved significantly in days, although did not disappear completely. So a further conversation revealed he was eating fat-free yoghurt which also contained aspartame. He cut these out as well and problem resolved itself completely and he didnít have to go through the test he was dreading. So that is an indication of how damaging some of these additives can be.

As you know, it is not good to skip breakfast. I would not choose a cereal as again this is going to be laden with added sugar, preservatives and contain little or no nutrition. You could try an organic muesli or granola with a couple of dessert spoons of organic yoghurt. There are so many different types of museli out there, youíre bound to find one that suits you. Pertwood do an organic wheat-free muesli if you want to go down the gluten-free path. You could alternate with something light such a scrambled egg/s on a slice of organic toast. This would give you breakfast and also satisfy your craving for eggs (which may well be your bodyís need for protein). On a side note, I discovered that if youíre going through ascension, your body can crave protein. I know at a certain phase I was craving cheese.

There are a couple more supplements I would like you to consider. The first is magnesium. Almost everyone is deficient in magnesium and acid reflux can make that deficiency worse (more so if youíre taking PPIs) and yet it is needed by every cell in the body. Magnesium relaxes the muscles and may well help with your cramps as well as the acid reflux. There are several different types of magnesium but EAP is the best tolerated. This is the one I use.

https://www.amazon.co.uk/BioCare-EAP...+magnesium+eap

The other thing would be good to consider digestive enzymes. As you get older your ability to produce digestive enzymes decreases. Taking good quality enzymes give your body a rest from making them as well as making the process of digesting a lot more efficient. Also it will help your body absorb the nutrients from food and enzymes are needed for many functions in the body aside from digestion. Take one a day, at the beginning of your main meal.

Because I have a sensitive digestion myself, these are the enzymes I use as they are a broad spectrum enzyme containing sucrase as I have a slight difficulty digesting sugar but that is much better now due to these:

https://www.amazon.co.uk/BioCare-Pol...gestive+enzyme

Also, I think you may be slightly run down which would explain the cold sores. I have a few ideas on how to boost the immune system but first wait until youíve been on the B12 for a week or so, then introduce the magnesium and then when youíve been on that a week, introduce the enzymes, or you could take the enzymes first and then the magnesium, whichever you feel drawn to. When youíve been on that regime for a few months, see how you feel and we can take it from there.
Iím suggesting all this assuming that acid reflux is your main problem as I donít know if you have any illnesses, are on any medication or other difficulties that Iím not aware of? Please feel free to PM if you need to.
Let me know what you decide to do? It feels a little odd for me helping someone in this way (i.e over the internet). Iím accustomed to helping people at work that I come into contact with every day and I know them and am able to have in depth conversations about their diet, lifestyle, etc and ongoing progress reports. I feel at a disadvantage here but am still willing to help.

I would encourage you to also do your own research into the supplements Iíve suggested, so you can see the benefits for yourself.



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There's a part of me that's simply had enough and it goes down to the Soul level. It's not depression or anything like that, it's a complete lack of enthusiasm for anything at all. It's feeling as though it's the last long mile that I need to get through. On a more moving-on note Mrs G and I did some research into supplements and she'll be getting me those as of tomorrow, so I'll be stuffing my chops with pills.

That was me a year ago, no Enthusiasm for anything and quite frankly was ready to "go home". and it had been that way more less for years and in fact in my journal that I keep, at the beginning of each new year I used to write in it "same **** different year!" but what has really turned me around is Matt, that's simple.

I used to feel depressed at the thought of having another 30 years ahead of me. But now I am glad I have another 30 years ahead of me as it will give me plenty of time to become the epitome of Matt's teachings, if that is at all possible, however I do feel as though I have got off to a good start. My guides are telling me this too.

Maybe you could have a look at this, I have a feeling it might make an impact.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26oP5VXEyHg




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Beyond synchronicity????

Again! Do tell, Iíd be interested in your experience.




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That was the track I was going to link you to initially but somehow the other one seemed more pertinent. Anyway, the same singer. Jon Anderson used to be in a band called Yes for many years, they were one of the pioneers of progressive rock and a collection of the greatest musicians of their time. He also met Vangelis around the same time and Vangelis worked with Yes for a few weeks, they wanted to replace Rick Wakeman. It didn't happen because the music is very different. I still have a few Yes cassettes, including their very first one - probably collectors pieces by now. I remember seeing Anderson on TOTP and trying to work out what the hell he was doing with that stupid ukulele he was strumming away at, it didn't seem to work with Vangelis' keyboards. Still, I have everything the two of them ever did. Donna Summer covered their State of Independence with Gorgio Moroder and had a huge disco hit. I always wondered how it might have sounded with Vangelis' music and Donna Summer's vocals


Georgio Moroder! You gotta be kiddiní, that takes me right back to 1977! I was 15 years old when From Here to Eternity was released and I drove everyone in the household around the bend with my constant playing of it. I still think it is an amazing piece of music and even more so for the mid 70s. In fact a few years ago I tried to find the original recording but all the versions I found had been changed and as I'm sure you would agree there are some original things that should not be changed.

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Hi there Mr G

Iím loving the sun and heat, I seem to have a great tolerance for the heat and I love it!
Morning Patrycia,


I always feels as though my nappy has been filled when it's like this, but on the upside it bleaches my hair blond and it's free. Seeing as how I still have a full head of hair and only a small wisp of grey I'm making the best of it.


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Ooh, thatís a very difficult path. Reminds me of some of the cases in my hitherto days in the child protection arena.
Yes it is and it's affected him quite deeply. He also has a bit of a temper and no filters, something will get his goat and he'll flair up and shout his mouth of without thinking. And sometimes it can be threatening stuff, also it's just him spouting off.

I was in the against child abuse arena for a few years but that all imploded, probably a good thing really.


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My Nan was a very strong female, very spiritual but a hard life but we were very close. Her funeral, when I was 15, traumatised me and I swore Iíd never go to another funeral. And I didnít until 2012 when I went to my fatherís funeral. Apparently, a medium once told me, that Nan had taken lots of notes of things about spiritual experiences in her day, but they were destroyed. The Ďthirdí person would be my mother, but she has full blown Alzheimerís - it will be good when she finally passes as we had so many conversations about evidence she would give me. A medium said to me that the three of us will exist on the same plane when all of us are in spirit.
Right, all of that makes sense. Both my parents were my parents in that first Life too, which is the three. I've spoken to a few others about the same thing and two close relatives/parents seems to be a pattern, there's often a trio along the way somewhere. What I was getting at the time was you in the front, your Nan on the right behind you and your mum on the left. The right usually signifies either male or strength.

Thinking back, I used to have a folder where I'd keep loose leafs of handwritten paper, it began in the mid-nineties but I felt almost compelled to write it all down. I went through a bit of a bad period in my Life which brought about quite a turnaround for the better and later I was told that at that time there were 'changes in Spirit'. No details but it was curious. I spoke to two other people who said the same thing, their notes had gone. I;m not going to make anything out of other than a curiosity though.

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It is unusual for a woman to whistle, at least, thatís what my colleagues used to tell me when they went in search of whoís whistling! Last several days since its come back, there are times when it goes again but when Iím able to whistle, it makes me smile just because Iíve not been able to do it for so long, which actually must mean maybe my throat chakra is beginning to heal, or things are beginning to change on that front.
Whistling is a dying art, I can't remember the last time I heard someone whistle, other than a wolf-whistle. And I don't think I've heard a female whistle either for even longer. Whether there's a physiology thing going on or not I don't know but it's certainly unusual.

I think more of your early days is going to come to you, but not always about the trauma - if they haven't already. I know we've talked about some of it but this is going to be very different.

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In no way would I be dismissive of them. I think the message is not in the individual numbers, unless I get the same number over and over. Itís the number of times it happens during a day. For instance, whilst on a day off, I decided to write down the times when it happened as a matter of curiosity. Now this was when I was watching Matt and heíd say something that struck a chord, or I would stop to make a cup of tea, or I had a profound thought myself, a knock on the door etc. So it started that morning with 4.44 09.09 10.00 10.10 11.11 12.11 12.22 13.30 13.43 14.22 14.41 15.05 16.26 17.07. 18.18 And thatís a fairly typical day.

Iím going through a milder version of ascension symptoms I had with the initial awakening. Iím getting waves of emotion that feel incredibly intense for a few seconds, and I start to cry and then literally in a millisecond, itís gone and I feel fine. It feels very odd. And those deep heat moments are happening at night again (nothing to do with the weather). Iíll wake up quite suddenly and about 10 seconds later this deep heat fills my whole body and Iíll then look at the clock at notice itís 11.11, or 2.22 etc. I read on the net that the kundalini energy is free to roam at night because the conscious, awake mind Ď off lineí. Last night, I had one major one which felt really intense and went on for a long time. I took the opportunity to tune into my body and feel where it was and it is the solar plexus. Interestingly, the last week Iíve begun dowsing my chakras in the morning and found that the physical, first three chakras are going anti clockwise and the spiritual chakras are closed. So Iím guessing the kundalini is busy clearing stuff out of the solar.

I donít mind the church bells but the gold symbols have eased off, I do get them occasionally but not the frequency I had to begin with.
Lately Iíve been getting a silver, pewter cross.
I think you're right about it not being so much about the numbers themselves, by the look of it it's about the frequency. There's a steady progression up to 13:43 then it's all over the place, as though there's a pattern emerging then it's lost. Curious it happens at the 13 mark. By the way, 13 isn't an unlucky number but it signifies something much more - twelve plus one.


I'm getting strong emotions too for no reason, seemingly. We were watching Merlin (her idea lol), I like to slob for a while after work and that's as good a way as any. It was an episode about a dragon egg and as though it had been switched on I was almost in tears. That's been happening a lot lately.


My dreams are complete bonkers and I' not even going to try to analyse them right now. What my subconscious is processing will remain a mystery I think, but Mrs G's got to the stage where she's thinking of going into the spare room because she's worried I might hit her in my sleep. I;m told that I 'do things' in my sleep but when I sleep I go into a very deep sleep, probably because of years living on an active frontline RAF station. I often wake up hot and /or sweaty and when I first get out of bed I'm very cold for a few moments, and it feels as though my head is struggling to wake up because my consciousness isn't quite 'there'. Sometimes it feels as though I'm flicking between awake and asleep consciousness. There's something going on but because I'm such a heavy sleeper it's not affecting my sleep.


The gold symbols and the church bells are a reminder more than anything, a signal if you like. They'll also fade to your focus a little too because you're not paying them much attention. That's OK too.


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My higher self? Iíve no idea, the term for me sounds like an airy fairy, pie in the sky concept. Iím not concerned about my higher self. I can only tell you how MY-self is and at the moment, Iím smokiní! Now the voice inside my head that is the Ďwise oneí that offers solace, reasoning and wisdom to the Ďmeí that gets a little cranky or irritated at times, or offerís one of Mattís helping strategies at times of need, then if that is the higher self, I can accept that, I would just like to find another term for it. I found a definition on the net of higher self, and it said that it is the highest level of wisdom you can attain in the physical body. So that, and my experience, seems to fit.
One of the problems I have with the term 'Higher Self' is not that it sounds so airy-fairy but how other people have talked about it in the forums. I'm the same way with a few other things. It's one of those terms that people have picked up on and it's blown out of all proportion and common sense.



If you want to use another term try Overself/Oneself or Monad. or even aspect of your Multi-Dimensional Gestalt Reality if you want something more pretentious or tongue-in-cheek. Give her a name if you like, she is you after all and I don't think she'd mind. In Gestalt Reality the idea is that there are aspects that make up the whole, but the whole isn't just more than the sum of its parts the whole or the Gestalt is a new being in itself, essentially. So as you are a Gestalt Being in your own right - you have work Patrycia, at home Partycia, forums Partycia..... similarly with your alter being. She includes you, your Past and Future Lives and all the individual aspects of those.


Your Higher Self is your highest form of wisdom in the human body, it kinda maintains the links to Spirit if you like. There's quite a gap between human and Spirit consciousness so your Higher Self 'translates' and Guides, but your relationship with her is entirely between the two of you, it's very personal. Gestalt Reality isn't in conflict with that, what it does though is ties everything together in a more sensible way.


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What kind of changes are you wanting to make? Maybe thereís something about the kind of change youíre thinking about thatís closing you down, maybe itís that youíre not ready yet.



Often when I have a problem, I will do my usual of wanting to have it sorted immediately. But then the wisdom kicks in and I just acknowledge that I donít know the answer yet and I just let it be, and I find a though will trickle to the surface and thatís when I get going with action
Just right now there are energy currents flowing and I don't know if it's me, something out there or both. I feel as though I want to make changes, I'll go to make a move then every fibre of my being will scream to stop. Then I have to make the coffee and let the feeling of frustration subside. It's happening with everything. I want to go buy the parts to build a new computer but I get the feeling that if I do right now it'll explode in my face - and I don't have the urge. While everything 'in here' is feeling the need to change everything 'out there' is telling me not to.


My default with problems now is waiting to see, if there's nothing obvious to be done at that time. The initial reaction is to hang on, then I'll get the feeling of action being needed as and when. If there is no feeling of action being needed initially then I won't act.


I think there's a lot going on under the surface and what I'm feeling is a reaction to the energy flows that I know are happening. Yesterday I went for a drive through my old stomping grounds, but they've all changed so much that I don't have the same affinity with them any more. It's like that part of me is being shut down.


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It was only one of Mattís videos that I couldnít recall (and my guides saying because I didnít need that one as I was living it). I absolutely still have an almost driven need to hoover up every video and the radio broadcasts heís started doing recently. So much so, that I have gone back to the beginning and am re-watching some of the earlier videos because I only took a few sentences or paragraphs. Itís interesting to flick through the lever arch file of neatly typed and fully indexed notes and see the more in tune with him Iíve become, the notes start to expand from one sentence to about 10 pages. And also, some of the things he said in those first videos would have gone over my head but now they make sense.

I canít imagine that I will never Not be interested in what he has to say, because he is evolving as a person as well and receiving downloads from the universe which are addressing the current situation.
The key phrase is that particular material and not all of Matt's in general. It's like when you're learning to drive and all the things you have to do at once are overwhelming, soon much of it becomes automatic. It's the same with Matt's material, the more you embody the more of it will become 'automatic'. I bet you don't stick your tongue out when you're writing any more. The other thing is that sometimes it's nice to have some kind of confirmation that we're changing and progressing. How you resonate with the materials also tells you something, you're grasping more and more of it so.....


It's interesting. I found a thread in the forums about someone who is worried that their being successful might conflict with their Spirituality. I guess they never thought that the person writing the book about how Spiritual people shouldn't be materialistic is getting paid handsomely for their Spiritual wisdom. What struck me the most is that Matt has no pretensions about being a guru, he's quite happy being an ordinary Joe.


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Actually, I couldnít have put this any better. Iíve released all the stuff to do with the trauma, I donít think about the physical symptoms much. The last little bit was the self forgiveness which Iíve been able to do now.
It started with absorbing Mattís teachings but, as you say, embodying and becoming those things. Thatís where Iím at.
I guess what I'm pointing at is that there's a process here hat begins in your early childhood that leads you to where you are today. There's also a 'don't look back in anger' feeling going on too. The progress isn't just marked by what material of Matt's you're absorbing or not, it's also about this little piece.

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Oh totally, I thought Star Trek (the original of course) was very spiritual. I was a massive ST fan back in the day, I could watch just a few seconds of an episode and tell you what the episode was called. Iíve got up in the loft somewhere the original Star Trek Technical Manual. Have all the films, novels and photonovels (although I have sold those now). Captain Kirk is / was one of my childhood heroes.
I was always interested in sci-fi and had read quite a few books that fired my imagination, but ST pretty much kicked the door down and came stomping in wearing heavy boots. When ST first came out I was in a very transitory period in my Life and one of my bugbears was not always being able to catch it when it aired. One week I'd be arguing between ST and Dallas or the next I'd be sitting in a truck on the motorway. I also spent six months on a tropical island with no TV so that didn't help any. I think Kirk was a bit of a role model for me in some ways. One of his sayings was "Give me a tall ship and a star to steer her by." My mother always said that I sailed three sheets to the wind, I think I lost that along the way somewhere.

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OK, much work to do here.
This is going to be something of a longer-term project and today I'm fast running out of time. I'm fast realising that I need to look far more closely at what I'm stuffing into my chops. It's also a work in progress and I'm seeing benefits coming through slowly, although they're not happening overnight granted. Mrs G also bought some magnesium supplements after what you were saying about it, so consider my ear well and truly bent and progress is on-going. Thank you. She puts a small pot of pills with my morning coffee. I also used to have a packet of Skittles sometimes for a treat but that flares up the reflux, so more more Skittles. I guess that applies to anything similar. I don't have any kind of fizzy drinks or non-sugar versions, if I do buy bottles it's always plain water. At work I usually drink the diluted stuff and only have two cups of coffee all day. Once in a while there's Scottish Tablet for sale in the canteen and I refuse to give that up. It's almost pure sugar with some condensed milk and vanilla extract, but I don't have it often and it's my treat. So there.


I was often run down as a kid, I always had bronchitis every winter without fail along with cold sores and whatever else. Interesting that it's all flaring up again. Anyway. My pills include B12 and magnesium and it's been a week so early days as yet, but the reflux is easing a little and I haven't had cramps. Skittles and lack of brekky seems to be the major factors so that's being fixed, but as per your advice I need to change the cereal.



I'm not on medications and I don't have any major illnesses that I know of, the reflux is the pain but I'm guessing that it's affecting the processing of food so that might explain the lethargy a little. It can't be helping.


I'm listening to your advice, so thank you for that. I think it's going to take time to try this or that and wait for results, I've already made changes thanks to your advice but obviously more is needed. Please don't feel at a disadvantage, here it's a case of try it, suck it and see, adjust, suck it and see. It's not going to happen overnight.


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That was me a year ago, no Enthusiasm for anything and quite frankly was ready to "go home". and it had been that way more less for years and in fact in my journal that I keep, at the beginning of each new year I used to write in it "same **** different year!" but what has really turned me around is Matt, that's simple.

I used to feel depressed at the thought of having another 30 years ahead of me. But now I am glad I have another 30 years ahead of me as it will give me plenty of time to become the epitome of Matt's teachings, if that is at all possible, however I do feel as though I have got off to a good start. My guides are telling me this too.

Maybe you could have a look at this, I have a feeling it might make an impact.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26oP5VXEyHg

It's going to sound judgemental but it's just to illustrate. The feeling I get in the forums as that people are just intellectually so far up their own backsides. I'm completely disenchanted with what's being said and the people saying it that the whole thing is fast becoming a pastiche. To me it's not even Spirituality, it's like a bunch of students are having a few beers and feeling clever with themselves. It's like looking at a bunch of schoolkids. It's not what I resonate with any more. Very technical and eloquent, delivered for the sake of being technical and eloquent but of little use after that.



There was a young seagull standing outside the store, it had probably lost its mother and couldn't fly. I stood there for a while just watching it as it walked back and forth, and while it ran away from everyone else it was quite happy to walk over my toes and not feel threatened. I was also talking to the trolley-boy, apparently they've closed all the small holes they had to stop the birds getting in, but what that's done is stopped the swallows from nesting, There used to be about six or seven breeding pairs but now there's one solitary swallow. I built up a 'relationship' with a swallow over time. We 'met' one stormy autumn day. Those creatures taught me more about consciousness than anything anyone has said in the forums for a long time, and I guess those that bang on about 'absolute reality' have never spent any time in a psyche ward.


I'm not dreading the future, there are times when I look forwards to it even for a number of reasons. I get the feeling that this is what I'm being 'geared up' for lately and diet is a part of that too. I also think this is what's been manifesting through my need to change. Everything feels focussed on retirement, when I feel as though I'll 'come into my own'. It just feels right, vibrates right. What I am right now is disenchanted, that there are so many things that are 'not me'.


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Again! Do tell, Iíd be interested in your experience.
I don't know quite what's happening but I've had some dream 'snippets' that have never made sense, they just seem to come and go and it's as though I'm being shown a movie clip. I remember dreaming exactly what you've described and it struck me when you said it. What's confusing is that when I was dreaming it I felt as though I was a kid again, and the scene took place outside where I used to live. Some of the details had changed though, what was prominent was a high wooden fence and a gravel drive. I've been getting a few of those with you, as though I'm being shown snippets of your Life before you tell me about them.

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Georgio Moroder! You gotta be kiddiní, that takes me right back to 1977! I was 15 years old when From Here to Eternity was released and I drove everyone in the household around the bend with my constant playing of it. I still think it is an amazing piece of music and even more so for the mid 70s. In fact a few years ago I tried to find the original recording but all the versions I found had been changed and as I'm sure you would agree there are some original things that should not be changed.

Patrycia
I wasn't a fan of Georgio Moroder himself but I thought what he was doing was amazing, it was very ground-breaking stuff at the time and not many were doing anything even close. Tangerine Dream were integrating it and Popcorn did more of a novelty track. It was him and Donna Summer that was the attraction because I fancied Donna Summer like crazy. She was The Babe! The music was the kind of stuff that set my whole being in motion too. Yep, that was when my disco phase kicked in. I think that pretty much paved the way for people like Jean Michel Jarre and Kraftwerk. Interestingly I have Donna Summer's McArthur Park banging away in my head, which nicely explains how I feel about things right now.


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