I used to really want it back, I kind of felt like I rejected it and wanted to show I could handle it now I guess, so you could look for information on precognition and there are crystals etc of course...
http://www.healing-crystals-for-you....-prehnite.html they also have a section that covers precognition etc if I remember correctly.
Where I am now is just a curiosity, I don’t have that desire to have it back or to even have the answers, I’m just greatful for the experience.. but that’s not to say I wouldn’t be thrilled if it did come back! But I must say it’s very refreshing to see someone else experienced this and I wonder how many others experienced this growing up but have not spoken about it.
You will find others here that have precognition etc here and still have them. For me it was always personal, not disasters etc. The last one was a very bizarre situation that couldn’t be a coincidence at all, I knew who was going to volunteer for a specific task all the conversations that would happen in a set time- it felt like it went on for ages but it was probably only 5-10 mins max but it was just a random event, but alll of it I had seen before playing out exactly as I had seen, there was no meaning to it though. When I was younger it was little ones like one time I went to the back door and my mom was bent over doing the gardening, I looked at the steps and a cat would walk down... when they was like that I could put them down to a coincidence, my mum liked to garden, maybe I had seen that cat before, somehow imagined the event before it happened, but the long one was a environment I had never been in before that day and the situation was not a planned one etc... there was just no way I could justify or rationalise it so it freaked me out completely.
I wish I could remember who here still has them but I have the memory of a fish I am afraid lol. I am sure you will bump into them :)