I thought this was a good topic to share my experience as of late.
I have met this very special girl, we talked over the phone for quite a while, a very strange connection... Realy strong like I have never experienced before.
I can't seem to get her out of my head as it's super anoying!
She's gone dark on me "Ghosting" for like a month or two now.
"Reason unknown to me"
I've started to see and experience some wonderfull dreams.
Not exactly sure why she left all a sudden, she's told me she's not in a relationship with anyone
I'm trying to stay in contact with her, but it looks like she's leaving me out of her life.
yet somehow It's like I can feel her feelings and understand why she's doing this eventhough I absolutly hate her for doing this
Trying to contact her on seval platforms and I know/feel she's reading my messages and sending me thoughts and feelings.
I could only discribe it as mindgames, which is very emotionaly draining.
I send her this:
Jacob Lee - Ghost (Official Music Video)
"youtube.com/watch?v=fxhv3M8p2Y4"
It's super hard to let her go, and I don't want to...
But I'm starting to see/feel it might be for the best and not even be friends to text for time to time.
It's making me feel like this is not worth the pain in my soul to try and convey my thoughts and feelings if she doesn't want to listen to my soul.
Emotional unavailability from someone you like and care about feels like physical pain and lightworkers don't deserve this type of pain.
Remember your worth