So I met this guy online and felt a strong connection with him. We have amazing talks and he feels like such a genuinely nice and kind person. Im starting to like him and he seems to like me back. Problem is I don't think I will give it a shot because he lives 2 hours away and he's in the military, which Im not sure I could handle. I really like him but Im too scared.
Did a quick reading just for the heck of it. Question was something like: what kind of potential is there in terms of romantic relationship between D.R. and I down the road? Got some not so great cards:
Present: 2 of wands
Expected: knight of wands
Unexpected: 9 of wands
Near future: page of swords
Distant future: 3 of swords
A bit later on, kinda had a flash and wondered if maybe that reading reflected my reluctance to date him because it wpuld be impactical and im scares?
I then did a second reading, asking something like "What would the future hold for me in terms of romantic relationship (dont remember if I specified "with DR", unfortunately)
if I were to date D.R.?" This time got quite different cards:
Present: 6 of swords
Expected: knight of wands
Unexpected: 7 of swords
Near future: 2 of cups
Distant future: Empress
Is this just wishful thinking? Maybe that outcome doesnt even relate to DR (I dont remember if I asked in terms of romance, or in terms of romantic relationship with DR... i could get heart broken dating him, then meet the one). Or maybe Ive just got it all wrong. I was still a bit upset over an ex until I met him. No other guy I talked to gave me that good feeling I get when I talk to him.
What do you guys think?
Edit: did another reading specifying was our romantic relationship would be like, in the long term, if we were to date. Dont remember all the cards, but 7 cups present (maybe my confusion about what to do?? Lol), strength for expected, Sun short term... knight of swords long term :( :( ). He doesnt seem to be the aggressive type AT ALL, he seems very calm, peaceful and kind, so Im thinking maybe he'd have to go to war, maybe even die at war, hence the 3 of swords?