I need a solution to heal some mental conditions that I've been feeling for a long time. I've sought medical advice for this and always walk out with the same diagnosis:
Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD).
"Would you like some medication?" No! I don't want meds--that can't possibly be the solution. The trouble is that I have not heard anything from any professional that "resonates"
Some of this is going to sound comical but I swear, it's what I feel and the depression I feel is far from funny. I'm able to hold a job and am a contributing member of society. I don't drink or smoke, have never done drugs and don't want to (I don't know, should I? ). I'm not suicidal. I want to change this because
I can't relate to anyone. I Googled
bipolar but this didn't sound like me and the shrink that I talked said there was no way I was that.
This is what I have been feeling for many years:
- bouts of depression
- I believe things that aren't real (e.g., aliens, fairies, elementals)
- the thought that I'm just waiting for my "magical powers" to kick in
- the belief that I'm not from this planet.
- the belief that my children have magical gifts (like wizards) but their powers haven't kicked in yet. (this is recent)
- the feeling that I'm changing somehow
I've listened to some information about DNA changes and a bunch of other stuff that although sounds amazing? It's probably not that.
Any suggestions?