you're still working out some things, but you're nearly ready to move on.
everything has been "mapped out" for/by you now, as if it's written in the sky.
saturn, seen first, is the last addition you've made to your map... it symbolizes
a "changing of an old regime to a new one".
Saturn Symbol Meanings
http://www.whats-your-sign.com/satur...l-meaning.html
i have the sense that the wallet falling apart is saying that you're not needing
to worry over keeping or protecting money... you have the abundance you've
spoke of. (it's not an inducement to fear.)
the thing you're still working out is your reactions to others. getting it clear in
your head/heart that everyone is there to either help you, or for you to help
them is seeming to be the final hurdle you've set for yourself. where you'd
said "I got really angry by the amount of frustration"... that happened AFTER
you'd helped her, and apparently was a response to her 'ingratitude', or loss
of memory/appreciation. glass is typically see-through, so the troubles she'd
encountered may have been anticipated if she were more aware... but she'd
gotten stuck in the pallet (a form of bed), and was perhaps still in a 'sleeper'
frame of mind (not awakened to spirit light). helping her with her attitude
may be the task you're truly needed to provide for her(?).
"when i was younger and unaware" may well be a comical vision... i'm prone
to thinking that your associate would be laughing
with you, if you've outgrown
your non-aware state of being. [have you? or are you still unnecessarily
defensive over things from the past?]
master your agitations, there's no one causing them but you...
then you'll be ready to follow whatever path it is you've mapped out.