Hey Rfrost, just a few thoughts
I call this spiritual re-organisations and emergences lol (there bit shocking at first arent they lol)
From the little i learnt about this phase, and all things in life, resistance is futile!
But few questions that might be worth pondering and an observation.
So youve worked hard and long, putting everything you have into your energy and growth... How does that get a chance to intergrate and balance? What does it need?
Space to be?
The pull of falling inwards, how do you view spirituality, are you seeking externally or internally at the moment?
The draining, is it due to lack of time just being with all youve become lately? With this stronger energy flux, is it running 100% of the time? Are/have you been pushing its progress?
You say you dont know what to do, did your guides ask you to stop and rest a while?
Why do you think the tools would of been shut off??
Has there been a major catalyst in your life lately, a huge loss or a life changing experience, that made you question some things?
What happens, if you stop resisting this space your in......?
Are there worrys associated with 'If it will come back?'
Ive noticed that with the higher set of vibrations kicking in for everyone at the moment, there hitting quite hard and are a bit of a shock to a nicely stable, happy as we are, kind of system.
That most of what is needed at that point, is exactly as youve answered in your own question, to just stop. Its like putting a cake together, before that cake is realised, it needs a cooking time, a space to just be within an energy, too emerge as its true potential. This part is where your symbolically putting your tools in the oven.
Whats causing your frustration, at the heart of this matter? I sense if you dont mind me saying a worry with it, it makes me relate to how i felt not so long ago. When i went into that it boiled down to the fact, i was concerned that they may never come back.
I was right they didnt, most of what i believed disappeared and the tools as i had used them for years and years. Werent there.
But something else was..much much more than id ever imagine... when you talk of knowing new ones have been turned on...
I would say your guides are right, when we plant a seed, we have to have patience, we have to nuture it, but most often in its growth, we have to just leave it to be.
Maybe now is a time not to see the space your in as a dead spot, but infact like zero point energy. From which all things can manifest and be realised.
Give yourself a break lovingly, trust in your sources to know what is right for you at this point on your path.
The only thing thats going to wear you out, is your mind taking over on this matter, saying it should be this, that or the other. Its as it is right now, because thats whats needed and ots perfect.
Remember to, you are more than just a healer, a reader etc, you are a beautiful being coming into awareness, that isnt always going to be percieved as an 'easy' journey. There will always be much work to be done.
But you also need to rest in awareness sometimes, become effortless, dont fret or panic, let these things balance and intergrate, let your whole being getting used to a new adventure incoming for you, embrace it, enjoy it.
For now, just be with it. All it has will unfold for you, it wont need pushing or directing, infact id lay a bet it wont actually need you to do ANYTHING atall. Except get yourself past the worry of this part, so you can be at peace, thats aware enough, feels safe enough, to experience whats really going on.
Be patient, be aware and heck if you can, spend some time with nature and creativity.. right now they are very very good buddys along this path :)
My hearts excited for you
Kind blessings Rfrost
Loopy
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