I am from another world..(not sure if this is the right place to post)

[Astral Explorer]

Originally Posted by piratesdc

Let me start off by saying.. I have never been into any of these kinds of things..I am a 27 year old hustler from corpus christi texas. I am bald headed, goatee havin tattoo on my neck mexican..but i feel what i feel//

As silly as this may sound, I am starting to believe it. What I mean is my spirit does not feel like its connected with this "world" I live in. I remember the world that I came from..It was a much happier place.

Currently what I do for a living is not exactly legal...i am severly addicted to heroin..I live in a run down house..all my girlfriends that I have have since arriving here have only ranged from 18-22...i am 27! And all this is very alien to me. I used to be this happy, family man who worked at a decent job. It was the regular 9-5 grind. Id wake up in the morning, get dressed up for work, eat a healthy breakfast, kissed the wife and kids goodbye etc...Life was good. I was poor, and broke, and stuck in the same repetive routine..but it was a normal life.

When the relationship I had with my wife ended..I turned to heroin. Heroin symbolizes alot to me. Mostly I see it as a tangible form of satan, lucifer, or the devil. Once I brought him into my life I could almost feel my self traveling from one world to another... This new world that arrived in has been full of sin. drugs, money, woman, sex..just pure sin. In this world I feel so out of place and lost..I constantly have that feeling where I want to go back home! I hate it here..But the worm hole that brought me here is gone.. I now know I am stuck here..I try to make the best of this new life I have..but its just so hard.

Latley I have been really home sick. Ive been thinking about my life on that other world. When I close my eyes...i feel as if my spirit visits that place. It almost feels like time travel. I cant change anything but everything feels so real. This never last very long. While this world shares many of the same places people and things as my other world.. I know this is not home.

I know this is not possible, but what I am doing now..is forgetting all about science, and what can happen and what cannot happen. I am speaking to you all from my spirit as if my spirit never read a science book in its life.. help me

It's not abnormal for people living in tough situations to cling to ideas that they are coming from or going to a better place. Honestly it's just part of the Human psyche to do this, because it takes us away from the bad situation we're in and puts our minds in another place. Especially for someone who is addicted to drugs. Everyone on Earth feels like they don't belong, everyone on Earth would like to think they are more than just a mundane Human living on Earth without any real purpose or meaning. The difference between Starseeds and the regular Human-being is Starseeds have allowed those thoughts to become what they believe to be real in their minds, when in reality nobody has absolutely no way of knowing where they are from or where they are going. People just like to think they do because it makes their mundane lives seem that much interesting and they will go to unbelievable lengths to validate those desires once they've made that leap. I've had thousands of astral projections where beings told me I was something, or from somewhere, or did some amazing thing. But I try and be realistic and don't allow myself to jump to conclusions as so many "starseeds" can't help but doing. As others said I suggest you get help - not just for the drugs but also for what is likely some form of depression. Dual-diagnosis is a serious issue and both sides of it need to be addressed paralleled, otherwise the other diagnosis will continue to reek havoc on your mind, body, and soul. I'm not saying the possibility of being from somewhere else is not possible, what I'm saying is we have no way of knowing if what we're being told and/or wanting to believe is true and no way to validate any of it. But of course the first thing a "starseed" does after jumping to the first irrational conclusion of being a "starseed" is find like-minded irrational thinkers to tell them where they are from. Which in all reality is like asking a chicken the time of the day.

[Astral Fool]

Oh man that's a horrible place to be in. I had a pain pill addiction for nearly 10 years and it was hell breaking free from it. Nothing traditional worked. I don't know the rules here as far as giving outside the box medical advice, but I'd recommend doing two different things, one after the other. Please Mods forgive and delete this post if I'm out of line.

First take a trip to Mexico. There are clinics where they can prescribe something I forget the name of it, but it's a trip that will reset your brain and all but eliminate your addiction. Ubane? Or something like that. Take a week to recover.

From there head down to Brazil and do a auawasca(sp?) ceremony under the guide of a shaman. Do these two things and you will get set back on the right path.

[slowsnake]

Hello,
This thread was started in May 2012

Kind Regards Billy.

[Astral Explorer]

Originally Posted by Astral Fool

Oh man that's a horrible place to be in. I had a pain pill addiction for nearly 10 years and it was hell breaking free from it. Nothing traditional worked. I don't know the rules here as far as giving outside the box medical advice, but I'd recommend doing two different things, one after the other. Please Mods forgive and delete this post if I'm out of line.

First take a trip to Mexico. There are clinics where they can prescribe something I forget the name of it, but it's a trip that will reset your brain and all but eliminate your addiction. Ubane? Or something like that. Take a week to recover.

From there head down to Brazil and do a auawasca(sp?) ceremony under the guide of a shaman. Do these two things and you will get set back on the right path.

What you mean is Iboga clinically called "Ibogaine" which comes from the African root Iboga. It does show promising results but is not a perfect fit for everyone and definitely has some dangers. It can be extremely expensive too if you are going to one of the registered legal clinics. I've actually done a fair amount of research on it and while it helps people get through what is physically the most difficult part of recovery, it doesn't help them as much with the aftermath which is just as important. Part of treating drug addiction is treating the cause, the drug addiction is typically just a symptom of whatever is causing the person to resort to drugs. Whether that be psychological damage, mental illness, etc. depends on the person. But those things need to be addressed in some fashion otherwise the addiction or some other symptom will manifest. Not everyone gets the same thing out of psychedelic experiences and not everyone will have a transformative experience that allows them to view their psychological damage and mental illness in a different light, so it's not a cure all. I'm glad it worked for you but for most people treating the cause of the manifestation is a must otherwise it will just re-manifest.

[Astral Fool]

Originally Posted by Astral Explorer

What you mean is Iboga clinically called "Ibogaine" which comes from the African root Iboga. It does show promising results but is not a perfect fit for everyone and definitely has some dangers. It can be extremely expensive too if you are going to one of the registered legal clinics. I've actually done a fair amount of research on it and while it helps people get through what is physically the most difficult part of recovery, it doesn't help them as much with the aftermath which is just as important. Part of treating drug addiction is treating the cause, the drug addiction is typically just a symptom of whatever is causing the person to resort to drugs. Whether that be psychological damage, mental illness, etc. depends on the person. But those things need to be addressed in some fashion otherwise the addiction or some other symptom will manifest. Not everyone gets the same thing out of psychedelic experiences and not everyone will have a transformative experience that allows them to view their psychological damage and mental illness in a different light, so it's not a cure all. I'm glad it worked for you but for most people treating the cause of the manifestation is a must otherwise it will just re-manifest.

Totally agree with everything you said here. When looking at the statistical facts though, it's a persons best shot. It's true not everyone will benefit the same from it, but chances are a lot better then any traditional method. Especially when talking about heroin.

[Elohim]

may be you are hear to help
just meditate , hope it helps you out

Know yourself , meditate and find the answer , no money involved
there are no shortcuts in Spirituality
Google, pyramidmeditation, its free meditation and it is focusing on Breath Energy

[Elohim]

Originally Posted by TerraStorm

Hi PiratesDC your story sounds very familiar. I am a Starseed, if your not sure what that is a Starseed is an individual who is an ExtraTerrastrial Being, born into a human body. There are Approximately 5 million starseeds here on earth today. We've all incarnated here for different purposes but for a common goal, to aid the awakening of human consciousness. Many different races have sent people to be born here for this purpose, and we all have different missions. I know it may sound strange but it's happening. What you have explained in your story fits a certain description of a particular kind of Starseed. This particular description fits what is called an ACODE Starseed. These starseeds are usually quite dysfunctional, have problems following societies rules and laws and can be prone to drug use when they are not aware of who they are. Now if it was just heroin use that was the only concern then I would not have mentioned it, however you mentioned the homesickness and feeling as if your from another world. I know a great deal about heroin and I know that it is not a hallucinogen so your otherworldly visions are probably not a product of this particular drug.

Only you of course can discern whether you are of starseed origins or not but Im obligated to at least give you the option to explore it.

I implore you to try not to use heroin, it's dampens consciousness and slows your progression towards awakening. Awakening is a largely shared goal amongst starseeds and allows you to travel and explore the dimensions, realms and worlds of our Extraterrestrial Origins.

Research Starseeds, there are online tests which are fun, there are even Starseed forums you can join to meet the many other starseeds.

True

Know yourself , meditate and find the answer , no money involved
there are no shortcuts in Spirituality
Google, pyramidmeditation, its free meditation and it is focusing on Breath Energy

[lysglimt]

Originally Posted by slowsnake

Hello,
This thread was started in May 2012

Kind Regards Billy.

Even though the thread starter might not read the posts anymore it can still be of great help for others :)