Starcrossed82, AlexDF
thank you both, much love too you two
Everything that you wrote make sense to me and yet I cant take one stand and stick it for a while.
What does that means?
It means that there are days when I feel like Im drowning in my own sorrow,
there are days when I feel like I feel his sorrow,
there are days when I feel love and have "love is all around me" attitude and everything is gonna be ok,
there are days when I feel hurt by being ignored,
there are days when I just feel overwhelmed like something huge is about to happen and I cant hold still...
I wish I can take one stand, one definitive answer to this whole situation and live with that for a while...