Request for help, must move on

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

I feel like what is holding me back is karma, and i can't fight it like this any more.
Its time to change, because I've been going in cycles for the past year now....
I have this feeling that it stems from a past live experience.
I really just have this feeling... Like the one where your vision goes blurry and all of your hair foloculs spike at the same time... Energy surge of what feels like sorrow but you can't release it because there needs to be a catalyst to shove it off the edge other wise your lip will quiver for centuries waiting for the dam to leak, but it never does. It never does, because you don't know whats to release. So you hold on to it on a level you can't control, like the flesh ties it to the bone... A memory you dont even know.... Is hidden and i can't let it go for some reason.
SO I am asking for help, in past live exploring.
Any advice, tips, links, or comments are welcomed.

[dryad]

You've already named it. You know what it is. You think you can't release it because it's not yours but you can. Just pull it forward into your conscious control and decide that it's time to let it go.

[Akira]

Hi Mary
If it's a past life issue that keeps bothering you go and see a regressionist and you can clear it very quickly. We do not have to walk around with old baggage all the healing arts that can dispose of the toxicity that haunts us can be cleared in this age.

Lotsa love and luck

Aki