Fear of deep water

[mihael_11]

So, i am not afraid of water, i did swim a lot on sea and in pools, but then, one day, when i was i deep water and far from shore, i got panic attack and managed to swim back, but since then i am really afraid, so when i am in water, i always stay in managable depth.

I didn't put too much effort into this, but now it is time, to reveal myself, what is it all about. I am not afraid to die or something, if i must think this way, but this fear is unbelivable strong.

I know, i can swim, not perfect, but so good that in normal conditions, there should be no problem about it.

I really like sea and water and everything, but now there is this limitation.

So what is it all about, where to start?

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

you may have triggered a "past life" memory i suppose.
meditation, with the question of what it's about in the back
of your mind could provide some answers.
you might even try meditating while floating in a pond
(with a life jacket, and a friend on shore too).

[mihael_11]

I did some meditation about it. It could be interpreted many ways.
1. Afraid to be self standing when thrown in a open water(looking from life perspective). But that is just resoult of something else, since i am not afraid to be self standing
2. There is what we see and underwater we do not see so fear of the unknown
3. When i imagine putting goggles on, i can see underwater and all i can se is sea bottom. Could i be afraid of sea bottom? Why? Is it something special about it? Can't tell.
4. I feel some kind of tension in my neck area, front side, that i can't see this moment, what it is, it is kind a spreading down to hips area, back side and is causing tension and anxiety about something. I feel heat in that area.

Anything?

[Theyoungwitch]

Indeed, this could be your past life memories. Meybe one of your previous lifes ended up in water.. You should find the exact incarnation and disconnect it (this incarnation has energy, that's why it influences your current life. You can use Yin energy (Third Great Arkana in Tarot) if you work with stuff like that.

[mihael_11]

Since i did some past life investigation, i couldn't came to the bottom of this.

Today i included twin flame connection, i was somehow drawn to this toppic a searching for this connection and if this past lifes can influence me. I was writing here in one topic, what could twinflame had to say for you if it would write you a letter.

Maybe it is just guessing, but some answers are coming through.

I do have some unexplained sensitivity that no matter what i am searching, can't really connect to this and people usually say, it is how it is or it will come to you, so i guess that is my own research.

The thing is, that there is many memories that happened and i can't recall, like something is blocking them and i now things happened and slowly one by one i can tune into, when i realise something new.

So this goes broader than previous topic/question was about.

Today i connected to some memories when we kids played at some well, jumped around, having fun, making child foolishness, it is positive experience but for unknown reason i lost connection with it. It is not only about this memory, its more general. But today i can tune back.

So what would be description/interpretation for this?

[smilingsun]

Nlp timeline therapy, i've read it's possible to DIY :


NLP Training - Using Time Line Therapy to remove a Swimming Phobia


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wB2hjZaD1WM