Can these dreams be linked?

[PaintingRosesRed]

Hello.
When I was about 16/17 years old, I saw this dream:

It was my wedding day. It was not the wedding I'd want to have, because I'd want to have beautiful/cheap/small Hindu wedding. I had a white dress… and everything around was white with light (just like sun shining) throughout, but I still I could see long, brown benches in endless rows (they fade away, just if they are too far too see) where people all sat but I didn't see any actual people more like white with blue line around the shape bodies…. benches were something similar to a church, but there were no cross or anything like that to know that it was indeed in a church.
I was standing faced to my groom, who's face I don't know. Only feature I was sure of - is his voice. I loved it & I would recognize it in real life too. Ceremony was in english. and the last characteristic that I'm not 100% sure of - is that he was darker than I am. not much but darker. He said: "I do."
Then someone came in & sat down in one of the front rows. Unlike others he was in black with red line around the shape with a hat.. but it felt more it's like that so he would stand out & I would notice. I guess, nervousness I felt inside (but I was delightfully happy & completely in love. Even though I've never been in love in real life, I knew that was that feeling) & that distraction, made me talk about something I don't even remember about. And then, I guess, my groom looked at me or something like that & then I said "I do" like I was supposed to.

So, I met *this guy for which I am here* online [he was 25] a month after my 18th birthday. I never thought to link this. but...

Anyway, as a child, I had some sexual abuse in psychological way, which kind of ruined me as well, but other than that - I am not if that's also the reason, but I just don't feel sexual desire towards anyone, nor do I fantasize or even dream about people I know/celebrities.

So there is 2nd dream... and it's a sexual dream about my possible twin flame or just karmic connection.

We were in my messy bedroom & he was disappointed/angry & so he left. I went afterwards & well next thing I know, I have sex with him against the wall (saying this is just to distinguish it) & well, I felt real, raw lust... But in the next scene [still same dream] we were in a bedroom, we were under the sheets & well... there was so much love between us, his smile & eyes just showed that he wanted to be with me as much as I wanted to be with him, but it was not based on lust anymore at all.

Thing is, now I realize that the way I loved my husband-to-be in the dream is pretty much the way we loved each other in that dream that I had of my TF. Could it mean that he was the one in the dream before?

Here is a thing though, his skin is not darker not mine, but from what I understand he is mixed race (not sure how to say it differently), while I am white... hmmm... Or maybe I'm in too much details or maybe I try to link too things that are far too different?

[PaintingRosesRed]

I am so sorry for bumping this topic...

While I ended up having my oh-so-usual feelings for someone else (for short period of time, the night I decided that *maybe, maybe I do like him*, my brain was actively working, not sure if in dream state or in real life, all I remember that I kept getting these thoughts or whatever of his & my TF's name and how I am attracted to my TF), to this day... I have not been attracted to anyone the way I am attracted to the guy I refer as TF...

(and it's noted that sexuality is a delicate subject, but I thought it had to be made clear anyway, otherwise...it takes part of it away, isn't that so?)

I understand that not everybody can help me, but has anyone at all experienced something relatively similar to this?

Thank you so much.
Hope you have a wonderful & soul-fulfilling day <3