What was I seeing, colours as a kid

Bluefonsy · #1 08-11-2014, 11:39 PM

I have really vivid memories when I was a child of not being able to sleep and so getting out of bed and wondering around the landing upstairs.

It would come on gradually and only at night, when I had sleep troubles. Like when you close your eyes and see colours and patterns, it was like that except they would slowly take form and suddenly everywhere there would form strange flying creatures, some insect like with wings, in psychedelic colours, some would take the form of bees. I can't remember much else but they were just light not touchable or making sound

Always thought I was just hallucinating but now I wonder

Stopped around ages 6 to 7. but was regular, almost nightly

hannah · #2 09-11-2014, 01:34 PM

Synthaesia is where senses get confused and sounds show as colours etc. maybe something like that. Did it stop overnight or gradually?

Bluefonsy · #3 09-11-2014, 06:58 PM

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Originally Posted by hannah

Synthaesia is where senses get confused and sounds show as colours etc. maybe something like that. Did it stop overnight or gradually?

It would stop if I went back to bed and stopped walking about.

Unsure, seemed so real at the time, to the extent I was scared of the crazy flying creatures.

It's very possible this was my imagination,

skygazer · #4 10-11-2014, 03:11 AM

Children are naturally opened to this kind of happening. If you still remember it I would think it was not your imagination. The thing is what our eyes perceive and what is actually visiting us may be very different things.

hannah · #5 14-11-2014, 02:10 PM

A lot of children experience odd things like that. It's thought to be like epilepsy and you just grow out of it. Maybe a but of stress or something triggered it?

CrystalSong · #6 22-11-2014, 07:59 PM

I used to as a child too, then many decades of not being able to do it as I pretended and learned to be a 'Human', cause Humans can't see like that right? Or if we can it's either our 'imagination' or something we should be medicated or have therapy for right? LOL

Now after awakening in meditation I can access all that again, see what else is in the same dimension as us or traveling through from other dimensions, and of course Angels and Higher Beings looking out for us.

Keep in mind we only have 5 senses, which is extraordinarily limiting. But it's what we've chosen in order to experience this dimension as 'solid' and 'real'.
We are eternal energy beings, temporarily playing the part of a human. When we first come into human body the brain is still developing, so we're not blinded by it yet, not deceived by its beliefs yet. It takes 6 to 8 years to fully train the brain to believe that all that exists is what we can perceive with just our nose, taste buds, eyes, ears and sense of touch.

Awakening is just 'getting over all that programming and experiencing again the Greater reality and discovering we are All that Is and Inseparable from anything and we are the very essence of Love.
In other words you were much closer to the truth when you were a child than you are now, with a brain programmed by society, parents, culture, religion and schooling. Welcome to the Grand Illusion!