Meeting a fairy

[Ordnael]

It was daytime, and I was in the house where I'm currently living. Through the small living room window, I saw a powerful stream of water from the street hitting my front garage, which has no car. Going outside, I saw that the water was coming from the house to the left of the house in front of mine. The woman who lives there washes her front garage and the pavement in front of her house every day with a hose.

My front gate was open for some reason, and I thought it might have been disturbing her, leading to her 'retaliating'. I went to close it and, not wanting to make it weird, said "Good morning" to her and her friend, even though they weren’t looking at me. They replied and commented that they thought I was a very calm person. Then one of them, or perhaps a third woman, was walking her small dog next to my house, and I petted it.

Suddenly, a group of girls appeared and surrounded me as if I were their young heartthrob. I was surprised and somewhat amused, but I had to reject their advances. Then I realized they weren't human girls; they were unclothed nymphs, pulling me from side to side.

Aesthetically, it is better if the man is a little taller than his woman, but those girls were big, my size or even taller. They wanted to kiss, hug or date me, they were like fans. I kept telling them, "No, I really can’t. Let me go," because of my discipline, but they insisted. I finally told them, "It’s because I have a girlfriend."

After saying that, I called her name out loud, followed by "Come and save me!" Then the magic happened. We all started running together, me and those nymphs. We entered a building and began going up the stairs until we reached a floor where we found her. She was standing there in the middle of the place, fully clothed, kinda far from us, facing the other direction. Then she turned, and it was like a scene from a movie, where the pretty lady is minding her business and gracefully moving her hair. The girls stopped in their tracks. The Valkyrie looked at us with a brave stare, and she was glowing.

I ran to her and jumped on her back so she could give me a piggyback ride, as if she were my pony. She exclaimed, "Oh my God!" and I said, "Run, darling, run!" And we ran away from that group of girls, but that part was exaggerated and unnecessary because they clearly respected my girl.

[Ordnael]

Had many dreams tonight, they were mostly good, but there was a bad one and I messed it up.

There were two male entities in front of me, one was good and the other was bad. The bad one was making threats towards me, but he wasn’t aggressive, just the type who says nasty stuff calmly and with a smile. I knew he was powerful, but I decided to confront him anyway, out of pride. Bad idea.

I grabbed him by the neck, and he didn’t even do anything, didn’t move, he let me hold him there, but these creatures fight in bizarre magical ways. It’s like he melted part of his left arm, which fell off to the ground. Then the part the fell grabbed my foot and entered my skin. It started possessing me, my vision got blurry, that’s when I realized I shouldn’t have reacted like that. I felt stupid and powerless.

Some of the unknown problems of being possessed is that you start acting stupid or carelessly, and the entity can try to harm you during the day, like small accidents where you injure yourself, so one has to be careful. I prayed after waking up just in case.

[Ordnael]

Sometimes I have dreams that appear to be an interpretation of the previous dream. So, in the previous dream I was looking for a book I had placed in a cupboard that belonged to my family, and when I went looking for it I could no longer find it. They lost it or got rid of it. It was important to me and I was upset that they didn't care about it. It was an unpleasant situation with my sister and brother, and they showed no sympathy.

In the next dream I was in a very big apartment full of rooms with a dream friend. That means I don't know him in reality, but he physically resembled me in my current appearance. He was in contact with some entities he considered his friends, but who later revealed themselves to be evil.

I tried to protect him from them, and at some point he also realized they weren't good because they started attacking us. We were able to separate the house in two parts, our side and their side. It was very dark all around us. I was trying to raise myself spiritually using magic gestures and words of power, but it wasn't working. At moments I couldn't even speak properly because the darkness was overwhelming.

Then I decided to summon a goddess, one that was revealed to me on March 1st, 2010. I said:
“Come, goddess, bring your flower (to us who adore you)
Bring pain and destruction upon the enemies...”

Then she appeared. She entered the kitchen and brought us light and blessings, the whole place lit up. When I saw her I said “How beautiful!” I didn’t see her attacking them, there was no violence about her.

Maybe she placed something on the kitchen table, but I'm not sure now, and I woke up shortly thereafter.

[Ordnael]

This dream was very funny. Unfortunately I can’t tell it from start to end because I only remember parts of it. The best part was when I was looking in a big mirror that showed my whole body, and I saw I was wearing a viking headdress. When I tried to inspect it, I realized it wasn’t me wearing it, it was my Higher self behind me, it was like he was posing there for a picture with me.

Those who are younger might have seen the anime JoJo's Bizarre Adventure, that there is a character or fighter and his so-called ‘stand’ behind him, who is a supernatural entity that protects him. It was like that, and I was laughing my head off, saying, “Who’s gonna want trouble with someone who has a viking for his Higher self?”

And though he was there next to me, I couldn’t interact with him, play or talk to him like a buddy of mine, he was similar to a bodyguard doing his job professionally, in the background.


And my understanding is that it is not that my Higher self is now a viking, he can manifest in several different forms, because that’s the purpose of religion, to connect man with the divine. Since I’m currently connected, he is simply using that image, the Norse mythology being the language in which he has chosen to manifest momentarily.

[Ordnael]

Had an intense dream about the song 86, by Green Day. I didn’t know what it was about, but after a search I learned that it tells how they were banned from their former punk rock scene after they became big. I’m sure the dream is illustrating my alienation to my adoptive family.

Then the dream with my adoptive mother...

We were in the apartment they have in front of the beach. My oldest brother was talking to my niece that he wanted to buy some pictures of the band Queen. There was a disturbing and disgusting sexual tension between them, but I thought it was none of my business and ignored them. I told them, why buy it if you can find them online for free?

Then I went to the small room to look out the window and watch the beach. It still had the old window shutter system, that you have to pull a rope to lift it. After I opened it, they pushed me out of the way to stay at the window.

I then went to the other window on the side wall, which was bigger but didn’t allow to watch the beach very well. I told them “Check this out you morons.” Then I made it as if I would jump out the window, but I knew I could actually walk in the air. So, I left through the window, it was on the 7th floor, and then I saw my adoptive mother doing the same thing shortly after me.

She went to the left, and I went forward towards the sea. I was surprised that she could do the same thing, but then I realized she was carrying a little girl in her arms, apparently 5 years old. I petted the girl’s head and said “Oh, so that’s why you can do it.”

As we distanced from each other I waved goodbye to her, and she did the same without much concern. I flew over the ocean towards the horizon, and the landscape transformed into a fantasy land. The sea turned into a river, and I saw on the prairies the inhabitants of that place, some fairies here and there sitting together.

I chose a target to land on, a small construction made out of wood on a field. After landing I started crying, saying that I miss my friend. But, I obviously shouldn’t see her anymore because of my girl.

[Ordnael]

It is no secret to me that nymphs can ascend to the higher planes. The fairy used to say “I go only when invited,” implying that I might be a nuisance up there for visiting without being called.

That experience (#101) made me wonder what happened to those girls after I left with the Valkyrie. I don’t think they would return home empty-handed. So, I believe they may be guests there in Valhalla and consorts of the Einherjar. Though in the Norse myths they never mention that the warriors enjoy the company of females during their feasts, something in the Greek myths suggest it is not impossible.

The Homeric Hymn to Aphrodite say that “They (nymphs) belong neither with mortals nor with immortals. They live for a long time, and eat divine food and with the immortals they join the lovely dance.” I’m assuming this is what they do in heaven. Whereas on Earth “With them the Silenoi (satyrs) and sharp-eyed Argeiphontes [Hermes] mate in the recesses of pleasant caves.”

[Ordnael]

It was daytime. I was in a living room, similar to the one where I saw my adoptive mother in another dream that I said goodbye to her. My cousin was sitting there on a couch, the one who lives near the beach. Later I realized his brother was also there, sitting on a different couch, they apparently didn’t see each other.

I was on a couch but I couldn’t be seen by neither of them because there were walls in the room that blocked their view. Not to let them think that I was hiding from them, I said hi to the first cousin, then told him his brother was also there.

He asked me if I had a pen, and, to show my goodwill, I said yes and pointed to two different pens on different tables, one next to him, and the other next to his brother.

Suddenly he stood up and started talking to someone in front of him. His voice was demonic, he was getting angry and he started speaking in an unintelligible demonic tongue.

I was scared and started praying to my Higher-Self, asking him to come to witness this, since I didn’t know what was going on or what he could do.

Both of these cousins are very chill people, I have no idea why I was seeing this, perhaps the demons are simply using their image to get me to interact with them.

Then this demonic entity turned to me wanting to attack me. He was big, though in reality we are about the same size. I never considered fighting him because he was very scary and powerful, but my pride and curiosity prevented me from trying to escape from him. When he got close to me, and I have no idea what he was about to do, my High-self came from behind me and stood between us, exactly like a ‘stand’ would do in that anime. And, by the way, I’m not even into that anime for that matter.

My Higher-self held his arms so that he would not be able to fight. My Higher-self seemed small next to him. I was distressed, wondering if I should help fight him, but I was worried I could make things worse if I interfered.

So, I just prayed, and blessed God and my Higher-Self while he restrained that demon. Meanwhile my Higher-Self was apparently saying “I won’t let anyone lay a finger on him!”

In sum, bravery is not enough to fight some of these creatures, knowledge and piety are also helpful.

[Ordnael]

This dream was beautiful and awesome, but I only remember 50% of it, so I’ll try to describe well what I remember.

It was daytime. I was on the balcony of the building where I lived as a child. I was observing the avenue with a friend. Back then, it was ugly and dirty, messy, but in the dream, it was very well organized and even beautiful, modernized. A very long articulated bus passed underneath, and this friend was going to spit on the bus to mess around, and I told him not to do that because it could cause trouble. I explained to him where the club I used to go swimming and play soccer was, on the back streets, and where the subway station was further up.

Then I spoke of a scene I remember from my childhood, I must have been 7 years old, when there was a game at the club and at the end a crowd of fans made a huge mess on that avenue, fighting and breaking things. Something that scared me was when a bus passed right on that street and a fan threw a rock that broke the rear window. I was a child and that terrified me.

I just didn't tell him that my most shocking and traumatizing memories are of accidents that frequently occurred there, with drivers and pedestrians; many died on that street while I watched from the balcony. The traffic lights there used to malfunction, and it was only a matter of time until a collision occurred.

Then there's a lapse; I know the dream continued, but I don't remember what happened. I only remember being on an unknown street at night when I saw the Valkyrie coming at incredible speed from one street, and also from above. The scene kept repeating so I could grasp the details. It had magic and 'special effects,' it looked like a 'flipbook’, that animation style made on paper, quickly flipping the pages to give the impression of movement. She came running from one street and met with another part of herself that descended from the sky, and the two united on the street where I was, but a little distant from me. I did not interact with her at that moment.

I was still with that friend, whom I don't know, but for some reason, I thought he was the god Loki who had been exiled to Earth/Midgard. So I started noticing the stars, and they were big and bright, seeming to be watching us. I usually see very large stars in dreams where I am connected to the sky. I invited him to ascend to the sky to visit the gods. I held a staff, and upon raising it, we began to ascend vertically.

We flew very fast, it was very strong, and initially, I was above my friend, guiding the journey holding the scepter, since I knew the way, but then he was above me. Arriving in heaven, it was daytime. There were people in a courtyard in front of a huge gothic cathedral, just walking calmly. The scene was stunning, full of details and beauty; that vision flooded my senses, and I advised 'Loki', "Enjoy this experience well, because you will have few visions like this," and in a way, that also served for myself.

Through carvings in the door's construction, it was possible to see a man inside the cathedral, which was actually the entrance to the realm of Asgard. I went with this friend and called out, "Heimdall. Heimdall, look, your son is here." My friend was like a newbie, a stranger in heaven. Heimdall opened the door and came out to meet us. I wanted him to see this friend of mine, who for some reason I thought was his son, whom he hadn't seen in a while.

There were many people there, so I thought it was really nice that Heimdall came to talk to us and gave us attention.

[Ordnael]

From June 4th

I was in Valhalla as a guest of a group, like a fan who had won a chance to spend a day with their favorite band, following them backstage during a show. There was another group as well, and, still using the band analogy, it was as if they were rivals, but within the same musical genre. If it were a concert night, both bands could perform together.

The group I was with were the Aesir, and the other group were the Vanir, and they were there as the big shots of the place. There was a snack bar, and to be served, one had to identify as a follower of one of the two groups. Honestly, I didn’t even really know what I was doing there, I was more of a curious onlooker and supporter than a participant in their more professional activities.

I went up to the counter to order something to eat, and then one of the Aesir appeared beside me and suggested I get a sandwich. I was a fan of his and, feeling a bit intimidated but proud, I told the Valkyrie behind the counter that I was with them. Still, I preferred to order a hamburger. I described the ingredients I wanted, cheese, tomato, meat, and then she asked if I had or liked cholesterol. I answered that I didn’t think I had cholesterol, took a few steps back so she could look at me, and said, “Look, I’m skinny.”

Then a woman approached, and I’m not sure if she was my partner, but she started comparing her body to mine, maybe to show that we matched or were both in good shape. We talked a bit and laughed, and the atmosphere was friendly and pleasant, relaxed, but I didn’t understand where I was or who the 'musicians' really were until I woke up and began to interpret the experience.