The universe dished me some horrible synchronicities which surrounded a series of ayahuasca ceremonies I did recently, and since then I have been in a state of fear
The first was a Syrian refugee, who made me drop my guard and eat some grapes he offered, this happened right before an ayahuasca ceremony and he came into the visions as a dark entity, the dark side of the universe, and me eating the grapes symbolised something entering my body.
Then before getting the plane to the next ceremony, I realised I had to run to get the flight because it was boarding, a woman came running in the opposite direction screaming "SOMEONE HELP ME", I don't know what was wrong with her but I really wanted to help, I went after her but then had to make the choice between going after her (she was running away from me) and going to get the plane. I chose the plane. Its a really dark symbolic metaphor, because it sends the message that nobody can help me, light workers need to get their planes to higher consciousness...
During an aya retreat, I gave into the fear so each day the dose I drank was 2 cups, 1.5 cups, 1 cup. This is the worst one because the 3rd day I only took half a dose, it symbolises in my head descending into darkness. More of these horrible synchronicities have happened, it feels like a curse. Can this kind of thing be reversed through ritual? For example, I could do another 3 days of ayahuasca and call it Rebirth of the Soul, and setup a death and rebirth ceremony in which I drink a big dose to symbolise life, a small dose on day 2 for death, and a big dose on day 3 for rebirth. With the grapes thing, maybe I can eat some grapes and then get to a point where I purge the contents of my stomach, so the grapes are released.
The ones about helping people, I don't know about this one, but maybe I can heal that by helping more people. Does anyone here have experience with subconscious being exposed to these negative symbolic events? Can their effects be reversed?
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