To be over

[lostsoul13]

Similarly, I'm over the whole tf theory have been through hell and back and can't stomach another convocation that permits anything religions, philosophy (unless I'm being rhetoric) nor about abuse and the phygologigal inpar of it or its comprehenstions-- can't stand walking around this home(this is my 2nd home since 4 year and awaiting my last move in the next 6 months--)( fed up of being alone and reinviting upstaginging an illness of body or mentality? The months seem days of years and I'm unsure how to continue?

Is there anyway to make the day& night disappear; and make someone come into your life that will by stand it with you?-- sharing the 12oclock wake up-- the fractions and physics? The movies and fill shelves with? Question my 2nd coat of paint? Kiss like making love can wait? What's so much to ask after?

2days ago was Ill again with all the internal getting to combustion as with all this--begging that "she's" will come into my life...