you hold the reigns of power
hariTheWinner.
you are as the calm girl, holding the tigers leash.
when 'insecurity' voices its opinion to you, you can
choose to give it power or simply let it pass by.
when 'immense lust' seeks to drive you towards
oblivion, you can choose to ignore it.
the "knowledge" that you are powerless is a simple lie.
the 'immense feeling' is any or all of those things mentioned.
exhilaration will proceed exhaustion, and your exhaustion will
accompany a feeling of gratitude for experiencing accomplishment.
the tiredness is merely a symptom for knowing that you'll need
to recoup energy for another adventure yet to come.