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04-11-2016, 10:28 PM
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Does everyone deserved to be healed?
Hello!
Sorry for the depressing title just wanted to know if I am worthy of healing. To put the story short I have been diagnosed with Aspergers, Depression, Anxiety of all sorts, and the worst of them all, OCD. My OCD just recently got worse in May after a period of deep depression and it mainly just has been affecting my thinking. Specifically there was something I did as a child that came back to haunt me, nothing too bad, but something that makes me feel ashamed and full of guilt every single morning I wake up to the time I go to sleep. I've tried everything from meditating, reading books, writing, seeking counseling, you name it I've probably done it already. Just recently everything seems like it's gotten worse when i thought I was getting better though. I am at the point where I just don't know what to do. I have suicidal thoughts occasionally because the pain is so hard to bear. The suicidal thoughts just come from the OCD so it's more like I'm afraid I might do something to myself because of all the pain, but in actuality I won't do again and never will because I'm way too strong for that and I feel I have a purpose in this life. At the same time though I feel like I've done all I can and still nothing is getting better. I'm holding on to faith as much as I can and believe in forgiveness I just don't know how to do all this. I just want to know how come I'm having such a hard time forgiving myself for something I did as a child and how can I? I believe everyone deserves to be forgiven and deserves to be treated with love and compassion, but it's like I fail to apply the same values towards myself if that makes sense. Also more importantly can I learn to heal myself in anyway? Thank you all and I certainly appreciate your time!
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04-11-2016, 11:09 PM
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Does everyone deserve to be healed? Yes!! Absoulutely! Will everyone be healed in their life. No. That's because many refuse to confront themselves and take down the walls and shields and blocks they created over their lives.
Before I even really got to read your post, LOVE THEMSELVES, was shouted at me loud and clear. That, dear one, is where you need to start. Start with loving yourself. Start with learning to love yourself. Allow yourself to build that love and relationship with you. And in doing so you will learn to forgive and gain that compassion and caring for yourself needed to allow yourself to let go of the past to where it will no longer hold on to you. Know that God and the divine, loves and cares for you deeply and wants to see you happy and glowing as beacon of light, love, and positive energy within the universe.
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04-11-2016, 11:26 PM
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Master
Join Date: May 2011
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hi Diege, welcome.
forgiveness is simple enough: just realize that you have never intended
to be a cause for miseries... you have always intended to make
the best choices at every single instant of your existence
(and so has everyone else!).
for self healing: i believe that we all have a kernel of "wholeness" within.
this easy overlooked or dismissed aspect of our being has the capacity to
cure all illnesses and distress. reach out, in trust, in faith, in knowing,
and in love to this bundle of healing energy, and allow it to make the
alterations required for wholeness to be experienced.
give it the green light.
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05-11-2016, 12:01 AM
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Everyone is deserved to be Healed of the sickness which he made for himself.
God knows you as healed, and so you are.
But it is not of my judgement to judge who shall be healed. Neither how.
When you are ready to accept healing you will be healed.
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God is Love, and therefore so am I. What is not of God, has no power to do anything. - ACIM Sparkly Edition.
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05-11-2016, 12:08 AM
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Master
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: Australia
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Diege
Hello!
Sorry for the depressing title just wanted to know if I am worthy of healing. To put the story short I have been diagnosed with Aspergers, Depression, Anxiety of all sorts, and the worst of them all, OCD. My OCD just recently got worse in May after a period of deep depression and it mainly just has been affecting my thinking. Specifically there was something I did as a child that came back to haunt me, nothing too bad, but something that makes me feel ashamed and full of guilt every single morning I wake up to the time I go to sleep. I've tried everything from meditating, reading books, writing, seeking counseling, you name it I've probably done it already. Just recently everything seems like it's gotten worse when i thought I was getting better though. I am at the point where I just don't know what to do. I have suicidal thoughts occasionally because the pain is so hard to bear. The suicidal thoughts just come from the OCD so it's more like I'm afraid I might do something to myself because of all the pain, but in actuality I won't do again and never will because I'm way too strong for that and I feel I have a purpose in this life. At the same time though I feel like I've done all I can and still nothing is getting better. I'm holding on to faith as much as I can and believe in forgiveness I just don't know how to do all this. I just want to know how come I'm having such a hard time forgiving myself for something I did as a child and how can I? I believe everyone deserves to be forgiven and deserves to be treated with love and compassion, but it's like I fail to apply the same values towards myself if that makes sense. Also more importantly can I learn to heal myself in anyway? Thank you all and I certainly appreciate your time!
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I think worthy means self-worth or the worth of a person and at a fundamental level it means worthy of love. It sure is difficult for a person who doubts their worth to accept love, but this goes straight to the kinds of obstacles people have to it. It's not as though people in this situation aren't loving kind folk, because most often they are. It's just that the past contains 'evidence' for one being unworthy of receiving it.
It sounds like mental health professionals have put a lot of labels on you, which is great for accessing services, medication and so on, but essentially they don't say anything about who you are. It is possible in some cases that psychiatric labels can be identified with, which can be detrimental because the labels and their rationale are a deficit based language of 'disorders'. This language taken as a self-impression isn't helpful, and I have spoken to several people who say it was harmful to them. In short, the labels of deficit can in themselves have adverse affects on self worth.
The difficulty with healing is like the full facing of things which are obstacles to ones full and free self-expression, so when meditation, books, entertainment etc are used to avoid facing, like as form of escape, relief or resistance - like distractions from the real life issue - they may have a temporary effect of alleviation, but they don't really resolve anything, and could be inherent to the problem itself.
The memory taking you back to a childhood event is in effect your facing of something, but because its hard to face in terms of the whole emotional content of it, it becomes very difficult to do, but ultimately, one does have to come to peace with that child, and it has to learn to trust you again.
Indeed, every person is worthy of love, forgiveness and so on, but we all have our life issues we resolve on our own, but sometimes when it's really hard, we need support from someone else.
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Radiate boundless love towards the entire world ~ Buddha
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05-11-2016, 12:48 AM
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Originally Posted by innerlight
Does everyone deserve to be healed? Yes!! Absoulutely! Will everyone be healed in their life. No. That's because many refuse to confront themselves and take down the walls and shields and blocks they created over their lives.
Before I even really got to read your post, LOVE THEMSELVES, was shouted at me loud and clear. That, dear one, is where you need to start. Start with loving yourself. Start with learning to love yourself. Allow yourself to build that love and relationship with you. And in doing so you will learn to forgive and gain that compassion and caring for yourself needed to allow yourself to let go of the past to where it will no longer hold on to you. Know that God and the divine, loves and cares for you deeply and wants to see you happy and glowing as beacon of light, love, and positive energy within the universe.
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Thank you so much, as soon as I saw your post my heart literally lit up. The kindness from everyone on here is so touching and beautiful, I am so glad I found this site. Know that I really appreciate your words of wisdom and take them to heart. Most definitely will apply this to my life's journey.
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05-11-2016, 12:50 AM
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Gem
I think worthy means self-worth or the worth of a person and at a fundamental level it means worthy of love. It sure is difficult for a person who doubts their worth to accept love, but this goes straight to the kinds of obstacles people have to it. It's not as though people in this situation aren't loving kind folk, because most often they are. It's just that the past contains 'evidence' for one being unworthy of receiving it.
It sounds like mental health professionals have put a lot of labels on you, which is great for accessing services, medication and so on, but essentially they don't say anything about who you are. It is possible in some cases that psychiatric labels can be identified with, which can be detrimental because the labels and their rationale are a deficit based language of 'disorders'. This language taken as a self-impression isn't helpful, and I have spoken to several people who say it was harmful to them. In short, the labels of deficit can in themselves have adverse affects on self worth.
The difficulty with healing is like the full facing of things which are obstacles to ones full and free self-expression, so when meditation, books, entertainment etc are used to avoid facing, like as form of escape, relief or resistance - like distractions from the real life issue - they may have a temporary effect of alleviation, but they don't really resolve anything, and could be inherent to the problem itself.
The memory taking you back to a childhood event is in effect your facing of something, but because its hard to face in terms of the whole emotional content of it, it becomes very difficult to do, but ultimately, one does have to come to peace with that child, and it has to learn to trust you again.
Indeed, every person is worthy of love, forgiveness and so on, but we all have our life issues we resolve on our own, but sometimes when it's really hard, we need support from someone else.
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Thank you so much all of you, I appreciate your kindness. I know this is going to be a hard journey to get through, but I have faith that something better is waiting for me on the other side. God bless and sending so much love all your guy's way.
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05-11-2016, 12:51 AM
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Originally Posted by H:O:R:A:C:E
hi Diege, welcome.
forgiveness is simple enough: just realize that you have never intended
to be a cause for miseries... you have always intended to make
the best choices at every single instant of your existence
(and so has everyone else!).
for self healing: i believe that we all have a kernel of "wholeness" within.
this easy overlooked or dismissed aspect of our being has the capacity to
cure all illnesses and distress. reach out, in trust, in faith, in knowing,
and in love to this bundle of healing energy, and allow it to make the
alterations required for wholeness to be experienced.
give it the green light.
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Thank you so much, many blessings!
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05-11-2016, 12:52 AM
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Dan_SF
Everyone is deserved to be Healed of the sickness which he made for himself.
God knows you as healed, and so you are.
But it is not of my judgement to judge who shall be healed. Neither how.
When you are ready to accept healing you will be healed.
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Thanks so much Dan, I think it's time for me to start getting to know God better as well as myself.
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05-11-2016, 01:20 AM
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Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: Southwest, USA
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Hi,
Coming from a Judeo-Christian background...I do keep one thing
in the forefront of my mind, as a healer, that is....that not one person...
not far away, not in a crowd, not who asked Jesus for healing was refused.
Every s-i-n-g-l-e person was healed that asked.
Jesus' mission on earth was to do His Father's Will.
So...I would say, "Yes"...everyone is meant to be abundant in every way ...health, wealth and happiness.
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Prepare yourself for the coming astral journey of death by daily riding in the balloon of God-perception.
Through delusion you are perceiving yourself as a bundle of flesh and bones, which at best is a nest of troubles.
Meditate unceasingly, that you may quickly behold yourself as the Infinite Essence, free from every form of misery. ~Paramahansa's Guru's Guru.
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