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This is my experiences, and what seemed to work...
I had the kundalini 20 years ago, or so...
So after all this time, the practical stuff/interests are still important...
The true friends are still such...
The mind stuff has changed...
Am more decided... future stuff/goals...
Some of the people from 20yrs ago I'd stay away from, others I'd visit.
Some people seem to be of interest/visited, but others are there/unthought of, but better types long term.....
I think sometimes its just not worth it, to listen to what others say. One persons opinion is just that. Someone says entity attachments... A friend told me the same once. But was a friend. Others I'd never listen to... is nonsense. Sometimes the less you know, the more you know. Like entities, another persons say is like a coin, 50/50, yes/no... is so unknown... is closer to nonsense, perhaps. Entities, aliens, and other paranormal, despite what may seem to be, like on www or where ever, is unproven stories, myth... unless experiences say otherwise. Personally I would not go there...
A type of meditation/relaxation could help... more so a relaxation, a meditation, not meaning with visions, just a tiny bit of good feelings inside can be extended upon & become more so... only concentrating upon the good... the nonsense is noticed, but concentrating upon a bit of good feelings can become more so... just a generalized head to toe idea, not really chakras or anything... it could be a bit of joy, or clarity, or strength, or tranquility, a tiny bit of quality, can become more so. I did this years ago. Sometimes there was a joy, very good. And with the nonsense noticeable, I'd change to a clarity or tranquility feelings idea, and later the joy/bliss, and change back to the tranquil idea because with the joy + too much nonsense did not feel right, gained a clarity... ending as quite a good joy. Also with difficulties, a truth idea brought a clarity to nonsense stuff. Having a get together once a week, every week, with friends, a dinner/lunch at home, or get together at a cafe could do wonders... could be better than the meditation/relaxation idea?
Some time ago I decided to leave everything be, as is, move forward, just went along with practical stuff, work. A bit of clarity arrived...
Finding out for our selves, via our own experiences, by doing whats right.......................
I did a lot of thinking about society average stuff.
What society does. Or a society conscience idea, by comparison to others around me..............
Ones own [my own] part played, or life, with society.
Staying with simplicity, whats known, or things could get complicated/confusing.
I'm glad others here have had such a good type say. Says what I mean easily (Greenslade, shepherd)
Theres an idea I quite like also. Its an opposites idea, not good/bad, right/wrong...
I can not explain very well, however, town/country. These people, those people, the other people, known types of people I could visit. Perhaps what a spiritual person believes vs non-spiritual or athiest, or society... And I could visit which ever people, or get stuck in, do my own thing...... gardening/pottery/painting/a walk/photography/go away for the weekend... maybe its just choices that are available... time enjoyed, whats more fun.
20 years later, and yes I was a cork floating in a stormy ocean, and now with change over time, its still this moment or day thats here, + some experiences. I really wonder to my self, its now this moment as a continuity, still....... so all such whatever feelings past were of the moment..... sure they can be labeled as whatever.... but I really think a lot of my nonsense was perhaps just being undecided, and a type of boredom.... a white lie, hyper unto such feelings therfore untrue, was all a type of anticipation, a boredom, contentment, or the moment anticipation needed initiative or be decided about directions of fun...... For me anyway, I'm saying all the anxiety/intimidation, or fear, was a boredom, became a boredom. Boring. No fun. I know its easy for me to say such now.
Hope I'm not lecturing too much, however...
How old am I? Do not answer that. Forever ago, a well thought of Medium/Clairvoyant said to me, "...you will meet someone who has designs on you. Its not that they are a bad person or anything. Its just that they are not the most suitable type of person..."
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