any help would be awsome :)

[Dustin]

So I had a strange experience and I don't know very much about meditation so anything would be helpful.

I posted this previously but only 20 people looked at it and no replies so I thought I try a different title and cut out a lot of the unneeded parts.

I was laying in bed listening to om/aum, I started hearing it continuously since July of last year, my eyes where shut and I was watching the colors of the eyelids and focused on the question I put out there: would DMT naturally replenished during deep sleep create a more intense experience. watching the red of the eye lids it changed into three dementional swells like in the ocean, from my view point I could see six at a time, stagnate only moving up and down. It then intensified the swells started moving toward me, this then intensified into them morphing into bands of white light the color of lightning when your with in feet of it. The bands were cressent shaped and where fallowed by a void of black empty space. Each time a band of light hit me, I felt my entire energy body explode outward, it was then pulled back together in the void of dark. Each band of light was taller wider (more powerful), moving faster, and closer to the following one. At one point the bands of light where hitting me almost simultaneously, my energy body was almost simultaneously being blown out a foot and a half in front and in behind of my body and being sucked back together. I realized during this that the flesh of the body was not my consciousness, the energy body was my mind. In the moment when the explosions where almost simultaneous my mind could no longer keep up and my energy body lost its form, I lost locality, I was a ball of conscious energy.

I don't know what to think of this experience, it would be nice to here from someone who has had a similar one or has any insights on it-thanks

[John32241]

Hi,

I have no similar experiences. However I can say that the energy body does have a mind. The channeled information from Kryon talks extensively about the innate body awareness.
http://www.kryon.com/CHAN%202013/k_c...13_innate.html

I know of no other channel or spiritual leaders that teach about our energy body as a mind. I hope you find this information helpful.

John

[Dustin]

thanks john for the post, I checked out the websight, if you haven't already you should checkout hands of light book by Barbra brennen she goes in to depth on the workings of the levels of the energy body

[John32241]

Hi,

I am very fond of that heart centered way of being myself.

John

Dustin,

This is not an abnormal experience. I have experienced similar experiences and ones that are weirder. Just keep up your meditation and refine your practice! Take any comments on here (mine included) or even for a guru or meditation teacher open-mindedly, but skeptically. Many meditation experiences are very individual and even if other people share the same experiences, they may come to them at a different point in their spiritual path.

The key, though, is to observe the sensations but not to hang onto them or hope for them as a sign of progress. They will come to you when you need them and other sensations (or sometimes no sensation at all) will come when they are needed too.

Best Wishes,
-TaoSandwich

Dustin,
TaoSandwich gave a great answer. While everyone's experience is personal, know that you are not "strange" for having such an experience. Non-physical experiences can be very... unique. :) Fear not, go in with proper intent, expect nothing, and enjoy your experience (or none). :)

[Elina]

Some great advice from Tao Sandwich and Aerin, i would suggest the same - be thankful, let it go, and carry on meditating :)

I agree as well. Be sure to keep the goal of your meditation in mind and do not let all the fancy lights distract you if you want to go deeper. http://www.transcendentwritings.com

[Dustin]

Originally Posted by TaoSandwich

The key, though, is to observe the sensations but not to hang onto them or hope for them as a sign of progress. They will come to you when you need them and other sensations (or sometimes no sensation at all) will come when they are needed too.

Best Wishes,
-TaoSandwich

That's the coolest answer I could asked for, very peaceful, I don't actually have a meditaion practice to keep up because I've never meditated intentionally but maybe all learn how now. I do like to figure out imposible problems though and I think that's more of where my inquisition was headed, although its been awhile sense I looked at this tread.

thank so much!