I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night and because of that I got a lot of symbolic dreams that I remember very vividly.
At first I dreamt about waking up really late, four o'clock in the afternoon, I left my bedroom and walked around the house. I was in the living room downloading something on my laptop while playing a game on my mobile phone. I heard voices saying weird things that make no sense, I heard them say: "The Dutch nation, while extremely important and influential in the past, is slowly becoming less important as the world develops." And some other person said: "Yes, but it's a bit worrying that there are still people there that are trying to change the world as it is. There are men there that are emotionally sensitive and open, especially those in Amsterdam". I walked outside and I saw some people I know having a party of some sorts in the garden. They were sittin on glass seats and there were a lot of empty wine glasses on the table. I tried to sit on the table and almost knocked off some wine glasses, I was very quick to pick them up and prevent them from breaking, but while I was doing this one glass accidentally slipped out of my hand while I was holding it. My mother was very dissapointed and began complaining a lot, which I hated. I went inside to wash my hands, while I could see a really skinny goat that had almost no fat and was only skin and bones, it couldn't produce milk. When I went back ouside I could see hundreds of big cows migrating downhill right before my eyes. Later I saw a video about a party in my home country, while I was watching it I got a flashback of something I should remember. I saw myself cycling on a bike and falling on the ground. I was now sitting on the ground and the whole world was black and white, except the bike I fell off of which was red. I also could see myself as a kid playing and walking in the grass with my cousin.
After going back to sleep again I had a false awakening in my dark bedroom. I had dreams like these before, I can never turn on the lights, I have never been able to. This time however I succeeded
The lights were on and I walked over to the windows, trying to imagine a big shining sun to bright up the dark sky. I failed but succeeded in brightening up the neighborhood. I saw people standing still outside in the dark, looking at me and my light. They wanted to enter my house and be in the light so I invited them over. After another false awakening I saw statues in my bedroom, all pointing towards a door. I opened the door and entered the bathroom. I met two people in there, one of which looked like me and the other was a random old guy that I didn't know.
In another dream I was sitting in a dark room, lit by the entrance of a huge sporting hall filled with academics. I saw one of my favorite comedians leaving the hall and winked and smiled at me before taking the stairs upstairs. I entered the hall and saw a lot of women. One of these women was dressed in light blue colors, I said something to her and she was impressed I knew some words in her language. She asked me if I could climb a tower for her, which I wanted to do. When I approached the tower she asked me if I can carry her bag up the tower as well, which I agreed to. When I tried to do it she added another stipulation or request, for which I denied her because the give/take relation was out of balance. She had pink hair at the end, her colors changed for some reason.
In the last dream I saw a video about travelling through different countries. I am a member of a travelling association but I couldn't pay my yearly fee because I was abroad, so my association sent me a bank card with the exact amount of money to pay my part. I met a woman that took me upstairs to the attic. There were a lot of people living there in a sleeping hall with like 30 beds. All these people were excited to meet me but some in the end began to hate me because now they had to leave.
I'm excited I could finally turn on the lights, that must be a very positive sign.
I would like to hear someone's interpretation of these dreams.