The Core

[Ariaecheflame]

Games go round and round
Spinning words into curses
While sweet songs get turned into
Savage songs to
Create victim's of hurt.

And I am guilty of this -
This state of play -
Where I both withdraw and claim
That which fear states it should own.

I have disowned self
And source... in all its forms...
As I fought with iron sword
And iron fist...

For what though?
The fatal blow to
All reason?
The complete extermination of my own home?

If destruction meant ownership
Of control - and a sense of security
At all costs - then what was
The value of love?


It was a system of trade
Something to be barted
It was a system which eroded... us all
To our core -

And it is a system which no longer works
Anymore.

And I am sorry -
And I am sorry -
And I am sorry

For my part in this game -
And I reclaim sovereignty in the realm of
LOVE as it truely is -
At its core

And I reclaim what is truely mine and
I am blessed by that which is truely yours
From the core...
Of LOVE.

[Nowayout]

Sounds like an awful divorce. But I might have missed it.. it's late.

[Ariaecheflame]

Lol -

I feel like I have missed something too and I wrote it haha!
More of a divorce of a complicated parental dynamic modelled to me as a kid... general forgiveness of that dynamic - forgiving the inner child feeling responsible for the parentals.
Yada ya...

It's basically an onion poem... LOL there are many layers of forgiveness within it.

Anyway... forgiveness must agree with me - now I've this fun nostalgic song stuck in my brain


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wvAnQqVJ3XQ
Lol. Some kids from my early schooling years rocked out to this song with cardboard cutout gutairs - it made an impression haha.

[Nowayout]

Ahhh you're like a fuzzy peach... they taste OK once you get past the skin

[Ariaecheflame]

L*M*A*O...


Jim Carrey - has apparently "gone off the rails" lately, he has been interviewed numerous times saying words to the effect that whoever 'he' is - the personality aspect of him - doesn't really exisit. It is just an expression of energy... it's not actually real as we percieve it to be...
Peaches remind me of another similar expression to nectarines. Sometimes I prefer nectarines to peaches and sometimes I prefer peaches to nectarines... they both offer different experiences to each other... something different to explore...neither wrong or right.

Sometimes I like to play with my food - and stone fruit feel nice squashed between my fingers... hahaha!

Thanks - Nowayout... you're fun...it was wonderful to express another aspect of expression here LOL!...

[Nowayout]

Cheers.. we should all dig in it before it ends.

I have been derailed but never totally off the tracks.

God bless Jim.. and laughter.

But who am I to grant blessings, that's funny eh?

Hugs emeraldheart.