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Old 27-12-2019, 02:32 AM
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Does anyone feel "forced" into this? When the signs won't stop...

Please only reply if you feel this resonates... if your reply is the standard, "You are the Universe and you have control" we are NOT on the same journey. Or questioning my signs. I know what's for me and that's not up for debate... so here's the issue:

I feel like I can't get out of this story line with this person. The signs won't stop coming. I've begged my HS and Universe to release me and let me exert my free will, but they keep coming.

I had walked away for a couple weeks and stopped for looking for any signs about this person. I was so proud of myself. Before this, my friend had joked, "Why does it give you weird signs about a woman who didn't treat you well? Why doesn't it have you go into a casino and win a jackpot."

Three weeks later, he and I walked into a casino and were standing around waiting for our reservation to open up at a restaurant, when I decided to play $2 on a machine. "This person's" b-day is 5/25. Two dollars later, I won $525. When I looked at the machine number, it was #525. The attendant who walked over to congratulate me was named Kayla, same as "this person." When we walked out of the casino, the moment we sat in the car, the time was 5:25.
As soon as I got home, my spiritual adviser text messaged me and said she was divinely guided to give me a message (a free tarot reading). It was all about "this person."

I had already asked it to stop doing that.

On this last occasion, after balling my eyes out and wanting out of this, I made two purchases during the day. The were both the same amount, so it stood out. Again, I had been staying away from looking for signs or thinking of this person. I got home and paused a movie I was watching and the number looked familiar: it was the amount of the other purchases. Ugh, probably a sign. I tried to ignore it.
On the movie, the character says to the other, "Did you check your email?" and I accidentally brush up against the iPad and it rewinds it 10 seconds. "Did you check your email?"
I wonder if it's a sign. I go to my email and see my tarot reader has posted an open reading, meaning it might resonate for anyone watching. I go to the video and the time stamp is the same as the purchase amounts and the timestamp I stopped the video on. I listen and the entire thing resonates, it's about "her."

When I've ignored the readings or signs, I seem to have bad luck. I've gotten in a car accident, a terrible argument, gone to the hospital- things of that nature. It's so damn weird.

But I no longer want "this person." Doesn't matter if they are a TF/SM/karmic... I don't want them. The only reason I cave and listen to them is because I know the signs will just get louder and louder AND I'm hoping it's going to tell me this person isn't my person or explain why it's gone to the length to keep me updated with someone who wasn't good for me. My wish is to hear that they are no longer "my wish" as they once were.

This woman didn't treat me well, but I've rec'd non-stop signs about her for three years and they've been 100% accurate. In that time, I've learned:

- They lied to me all along. They were only talking to me until their ex came back. I learned they lied to my face about that person.

- Thought I wasn't good enough for them. I was "okay." This other person was all they wanted and hoped for. I was runner up.

- They have gotten engaged and will get married to a new woman, BUT they are cheating on their fiancee with the person they lied to me about. They'll get married, get caught, and get divorced, but still be pining for this "other woman."

-During this time, they'll realize I was their wish, but walk away from me in their mind.

-We will eventually run into one another, where I will reject them.

God, this sounds ridiculous. Why would it be in my best interest to get signs about someone like this? And I only put 2 examples out of so many.

If I ask to exert my free will and not be open to signs, it gets ignored.
If I don't pay attention to the signs, the signs get louder and louder.
If I flat our refuse to listen or see things, bad luck ensues.

What the hell? Does this story line resonate with anyone? What happened?

I've been told that it's because they are still on my mind or in my energetic field... but when I thought I met a TF who was just a catalyst, I begged the Universe for signs for months. I never rec'd one sign about them, despite how much I wanted them to be something to me and when I have forgotten, I get signs I can't ignore and if I ignore them, they just start screaming at me.

My wish now isn't for a person. It's to be released from whatever this is.

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Old 27-12-2019, 03:48 AM
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Do you meditate? While reading your post, I had the intuition that meditation may be a part of your answer(s).

You mention being in touch with your higher self. Has your higher self had anything to say about this woman, any pre-incarnate or past/present incarnation information downloads, in regards to the connection you had/have?

My higher self is pretty ruthless (this is an understatement of some size tbh). I relate with your post in several ways.

I understand how stupidly frustrating some of this can be and I applaud you for your logic and for looking any emotional issues in regards to this person square in the face, or so it sounded to me when I read your post. In regards to the signs getting louder and louder, have you considered that there may be unfinished business in regards to this other person, beyond any potential 'relationship' stuff? The reason why I ask is because I had a catalyst once who, even though I was quite done with the connection, and I knew how I felt in regards to any potential interaction (and I had already learned plenty in the heart center as well, so it wasn't like I hadn't paid my dues), there were still concepts which needed fleshed out even further in my understanding, which I still wasn't aware of. In regards to learning my full lesson and also there were just benefits to being around her sometimes that related solely to my own path (regardless of any further crossing of paths).

Also, here's a little bit of info many people are unaware of, which is, that some people are just very close, vibrationally. By nature, more than you realize, even if they aren't 'for you' anymore, or you don't like or approve of them or their behavior. In other words, it's possible for them to 'bump' into you vibrationally from time to time (so to speak), regardless of any relationship, or lack thereof. Higher self doesn't bother changing something it simply recognizes as someone who lives a few doors down, basically. Think about other people in life who can potentially trigger or bother you, just by being around. Like some relatives can do.

I'm not talking about very very close vibrational connections (although that's clearly a part of it) per se, I'm saying, the vibration is perhaps by nature at the level of higher self potentially a 'near neighbor' at the very least, so not much you can do about that if that's the case, regardless of what they've evolved into yet or haven't. I don't know if you would consider that as a possibility...in my case that is exactly what is going on. I tend to just blink when those signs relating to her come up--I don't ignore or really notice them--just kind of note them, and stay open. But I'm definitely moving on with my day.

Beyond the stuff I've mentioned I am also one of your 'the quantum field/universe is you' people, but I did relate with much of your post. I don't really come in here much anymore but I like your spirit so I thought I would make an exception, not sure if I did the right thing by doing that but in any case, welcome to the forum. :)

I actually put a complaint in to my higher self today regarding some issues, nothing to do with any of my soul connections, but in regards to some things which have me on the brink at this point, nonetheless. I'm currently exploring ways of doing this. I know there are some methods used by others which I'm going to try to look into and I've also asked my soulmate to help me, because he calls in my higher self on a regular basis to talk to her. There are also some ways to circumvent higher self but I haven't looked into that because I have no interest in doing so, at that level.

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Old 27-12-2019, 04:18 AM
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Do you meditate? While reading your post, I had the intuition that meditation may be a part of your answer(s).


Thank you for your reply.

Yes, I do meditate as often as possible, along with manifestation sessions.

As per your comment that I may not be through with the entire lesson: Yes, I completely agree. I made a "wish" for the first woman I was with to be the woman I'd spend the rest of my life with (I was straight and married to a man when I met her, now gay)... but I was a completely different person when I made that wish for my TF to come into my life.

By now, the terms don't matter (TF/SM/karmic/etc.), but I'm no longer that woman who needs the person who hurt her to also heal her. I can heal myself now. This story line, this wish cycle with "this person" would have appealed to the former me. For sure.

I've tried to walk away, managed to do so, and the signs just get louder and louder. Had I not known all these things and seen her actions for what they truly are, then I wouldn't have gotten to this point of being sick and tired of who I once was. Actually, I've had to forgive and love that version of myself who longed for this type of story- but I can no longer take this. I want to change, I'd like a complete ego death so as to ensure I'd never invite this type of treatment.

So yes, I'm with you on that, but it feels so lonely to be on this path. Rarely do people get it and I can only confide in one best friend (who is the one who mentioned, "Why does it give you weird signs about her and not just walk into a casino and hit a jackpot." Then doing just that).

Thank you for resonating with some of what I wrote. It doesn't feel as lonely when someone "gets" you.

When I had met a catalyst, I begged HS/Universe for signs about her. Any signs. And for months, nothing. I never did receive one.

Now, about this person, they don't stop and if I ignore them, things go painful awry and then return to normal after I give them my attention.

Perhaps, it's what you said. The lesson isn't over. If the cards play out right, and they've never been wrong, I'll meet her again and reject her. I have no idea what happens after that, nor do I want to. I just want this wish with her to end and a new wish cycle to begin. At least, that's my hope.

Edit:

Diving into my akashic records, my spiritual adviser said I hurt this person tremendously in a past life. They didn't earn enough money to keep my attention and I married another, causing them a life of pain. Ironic that now, they don't think I'm good enough for them.
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Old 27-12-2019, 08:08 PM
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I went through exactly the same sorts of things, although in my case I was driven to want her instead of to not want her.

I ended up agreeing with the bible, the whole twin flame journey from top to bottom is a CURSE placed by GOD. We spend a long time rationalizing it, a long time fighting it, then just go round and round from one thing to the next to the next until we are back where we started and get to do it all again. And it hurts all the way through.

I spent so many wasted years just watching meaningless signs... and wanting what I couldn't have... eventually I started figuring out when they were coming and looking the other way or doing something other than what would bring them about...

But in the end I also started accepting this is just the way it is with my twin and me. Hateful curse of God or not, there are some things one just has to live with. And the alternative seems to be death... so... lol...
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Old 27-12-2019, 08:56 PM
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There here goes, as long as I remember.

Phase I – I know I know you and I cannot stop avoid you enter my mind and flowing throgh me with your bliss and sadness – what a hell I had get into.
Phase II – I want to get out even from myself.
Phase III – I do not mind. But I cannot ignore. The more I run and go fast, the less I feel myself in peace.
Phase IV – Peace? Are you kidding me? I am stumbling everywhere, I feel ashamed, guilty, and I want to hide, but you are keep on ripping my heart, and it is all so fool for the world.
Phase V – I feel like French invaded by the Germany in the WWII. No way, I cannot go. I say no. It is like I feel what you feel, but I am trapped.
Phase VI – I have nightmares, I see you in there, I cannot talk. It is like a mute movie. I wish I could get out of the Earth, but perhaps I bump you elsewhere, so it is better to pretend disappearing with no warning. Dreams go on and on, over and over again.
Phase VII – I just watch and let it flow as it has ever. Saving energy.
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Old 27-12-2019, 09:23 PM
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All I can say is I resonate.

I never 'ask', tho, to be set free from something similar - I firmly,
super intently---as if gritting my teeth intense TELL the Powers That Be - Stop - and NEVER again do this. (whatever it is)
If there is some other way for me to learn what ever it is ----NOT this way.

It is a command from the depths of my being. Dunno if this helps.
Just sayin', I don't 'ask' for much of anything anymore. Used to.
Then I learned my/our power.
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Old 28-12-2019, 12:01 AM
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I went through exactly the same sorts of things, although in my case I was driven to want her instead of to not want her.

I ended up agreeing with the bible, the whole twin flame journey from top to bottom is a CURSE placed by GOD. We spend a long time rationalizing it, a long time fighting it, then just go round and round from one thing to the next to the next until we are back where we started and get to do it all again. And it hurts all the way through.

I spent so many wasted years just watching meaningless signs... and wanting what I couldn't have... eventually I started figuring out when they were coming and looking the other way or doing something other than what would bring them about...

But in the end I also started accepting this is just the way it is with my twin and me. Hateful curse of God or not, there are some things one just has to live with. And the alternative seems to be death... so... lol...

Funny... I just told my best friend this entire story line I've been embroiled in with "this person" feels like a curse.

I remember the days when I felt special. Here was this heavenly presence speaking to me through various avenues. That was a long time ago.

I do hope you're well.
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Old 28-12-2019, 12:02 AM
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All I can say is I resonate.

I never 'ask', tho, to be set free from something similar - I firmly,
super intently---as if gritting my teeth intense TELL the Powers That Be - Stop - and NEVER again do this. (whatever it is)
If there is some other way for me to learn what ever it is ----NOT this way.

It is a command from the depths of my being. Dunno if this helps.
Just sayin', I don't 'ask' for much of anything anymore. Used to.
Then I learned my/our power.

Interesting. Thank you for your reply.
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Old 28-12-2019, 12:03 AM
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I rec'd some interesting signs last night. I think something may be revealed to me after the ending of this eclipse phase and ushering in new energy... something's cooking. I have some inkling it might be what I want, but we shall see.

The Universe/HS has played the Trickster role before.
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Old 28-12-2019, 07:35 PM
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All I can say is I resonate.

I never 'ask', tho, to be set free from something similar - I firmly,
super intently---as if gritting my teeth intense TELL the Powers That Be - Stop - and NEVER again do this. (whatever it is)
If there is some other way for me to learn what ever it is ----NOT this way.

It is a command from the depths of my being. Dunno if this helps.
Just sayin', I don't 'ask' for much of anything anymore. Used to.
Then I learned my/our power.

Thank you for sharing this method, Miss H

The complaint I put in was very firm, also. It seems to have worked on the first item--a few hours later I received a very firm, straight up response back in the form of instantaneous, divine knowledge.

The second item--nothing

Yet ;)
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