I did not begin to feel anything until the first of this year actually.
On Jan 1st, I felt incredibly uneasy and wanted to cry but I could not for the life of my understand why I felt uneasy. As the day began to pass, around 9:30pm that day my mood started to improve significantly. Then for the next 2 days I felt an incredible spiritual happiness I have never felt. It was literally spine tingling and was overcome with so much happiness and peace I didn't know what to do with myself. My coworkers noticed it and one of them told me that I looked "really pretty today"
I feel like I'm rediscovering myself, that an "old me" is fading away and I'm getting to know a "new me" if that makes sense.