Is any of this astral projection

[crystalqueen]

I honestly do not remember when I started doing this, I think it was in spring of this year. Anyways so I learned how to heal by using divine light and earthly energy, I took a method from a meditation I had done and I tweaked it to best work for me. I imagine myself floating up into the astral plain and I go to whomever I am healing. I say in my head "I ask for the divine light" and then I imagine I raise one of my hands and the white light comes from above and swirling around my arm until my aura is completely covered. Then I lower my other hand and say "and I also ask for the healing and nurturing energy from mother earth". A soothing brown/bronze light comes from below me and mixes with the divine light. When the two meet they create the most vibrant gold. It is so powerful and yet calming at the same time. I then focus this energy onto what I am trying to heal (chakra, physical, etc). I see blocked chakras and other ailments as a black scratchy mass that the light can dissolve. Once it is complete I imagine floating back into my physical body. Its a method for most types of healing I try.

I also have imagined myself floating out of my body to a tree on my farm property where I can visit all the animals we have lost over the years. One who passed quite recently pretty much waits fo me there. I see all of them just as if they were still here.

I also have my little meditation garden, safe space, etc that I feel like I am actually there. Its a floating island with one part breaking off that goes up a hill where there is an ancient cherry tree with a small stone I can sit on underneath it. I can call in any of my guides to meet me there. During any of these experiences, Im here physically but also Im not.

So is this astral projection, I mean as I am writing this Im thinking "well what else could it be" but to be completely honest I have had a lot of doubt in myself lately. I know what I experience is real and yet I still feel as if I am crazy sometimes. I suppose with the way society is today and the fact that I have few people in my life who understand Im not entirely sure.