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Old 24-08-2016, 07:33 AM
Saddha Hridaya Saddha Hridaya is offline
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Unhappy Please can anyone help me?

I'm convinced I'm cursed and I believe my grandma is the culprit.
Please read this, I'm sorry if its long, I tried to sum it up the best I could.
It took me a long time to write this because the site doesn't work well on my phone.

A little background...
I'm an orphan, I've basically been homeless since I was 16.
My mother is sill alive but barely. She lost her parental rights when I was 10.
I've been bouncing around all my life.
I'm poor, I do my best to make it in this world.
I'm 24, I live alone in my first apartment and have been here
for 3 months.
Then I felt for the first time in my life I was out of my rut.
Last month I lost my job due to my boss forcing sex on me and his sister was abusive.
Since then I've been looking for another job but have had no luck.
Actually I have the worst luck and its becoming more and more devastating as the years go on.
I truly cannot catch a break I'm Mentally and physically worn thin.
One thing right after the next, every single day.
Last month a very generous lady helped me with my rent, this month she will refuse to help and make me get out of the lease. Being she cosigned for it.
I've been exhausting myself finding a job and stressing so bad that I'm contemplating suicide.
I lived with my grandma for a few years when I was younger. She collected my social security checks and took them straight to the casino.
She never took me to the doctor, she randomly just took my belongings and she was very abusive mentally and physically.
She would leave notes damming me on my bed with a ripped picture of me.
She would say strange things at night to herself and I know she is involved with magic but I'm not sure of what "orient". She would vaguely discuss it.
She was not caring of me in any way, ever. All my life she has been this bully, beating on everyone.
I went through her drawers looking for my belongings that went missing and one drawer was filled with odd things of mine she collected. If she were any other grandma you'd figure she was just keeping some mementos of me but I can assure you this was not her intention.
And the nightmares I'd have of her, they went on for years but have now stopped.
Recently I had a dream that a witch was attacking me, circling my apartment and damaging everything. I went to my phone to call for help but it wouldn't work.
My phone doesn't work in my apartment, about a month ago I collapsed in my bathroom with a fevor, extreme pain and was vomiting. I had no strength, I crawled my way to the lobby and called 911. I felt fine as soon as I was in the ambulance.
I wasn't wearing shoes when they took me so when no one came for me at the hospital I had to walk home in hospital socks.
I got my heart broken by a guy who a day before called me his other half, fell on cement steps right on my tail bone, dropped my phone and shattered the screen, lost my job, was randomly taken off my health plan,knocked my guitar over in my sleep and broke the tuner, now I've discovered today that my clean apartment has bedbugs.
I'm covered in red lumps and scabs, its disgusting and gross to look at.
I'm so overwhelmed by how wrong everything goes every moment despite my best efforts.
I feel like no one is listening to me or hearing me, I've been up and down every road of resources.
I just don't know what to do.
I used to be a firm believer in the laws of attraction until years of the complete opposite coming from being positive minded.
Its gotten to the point where I'm afraid to make any moves at all because I know it's never going to work out.
I'm not a naturally pessimistic person, but I mean I can only stay so strong for so long.
Any wins I have are short lived and replaced with an almost comical unfortunate event.
If it wasn't so detrimental to me I would laugh about it because no one is THIS unlucky.
I'm barely hanging on by a thread, people.
I'm reaching out to strangers because I don't know what else to do.
I need help because I don't know how much more I can take.
Anyone? Please?
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Old 21-04-2017, 04:30 PM
candyfloss28 candyfloss28 is offline
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I see no one has commented yet. Do you still have a problem? If so would you like me to see if I can help? if yes, please send me a private message.
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Old 23-04-2017, 03:59 AM
Jenny Crow Jenny Crow is offline
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Was this really posted in August of 2016 - I've never seen it before. It's a shame that no-one answered, but why is it showing up now, I wonder
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Old 06-05-2017, 03:58 PM
Jaroon60 Jaroon60 is offline
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Nobody wicca who can help you? Just posting it to get the post up.
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Old 23-05-2017, 07:57 PM
mihael_11 mihael_11 is offline
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Don't know, what to do?
Everything is a mess, i suppose, so where to begin? First attitude needs to be changed. Law of attraction works, but not the way it is wanted.
My guess is that some mental frames needs to be changed, since it is long time since that was posted god knows what happened.
Let it be.
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Old 30-05-2017, 01:14 PM
starnight1 starnight1 is offline
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Saddha Hridaya
I'm convinced I'm cursed and
find your guardian angel, your allies from higher plane, this is quick way to give u faith hope and real magical change.....pm u
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