Hi everyone. i am looking for someone to help me understand why I don't feel him around me. He passed almost 2 years ago. I was close with him my whole life and then we had a really bad falling out. It was one of the most devastating events in my life. I felt he had abandoned me at a time I needed him the most.
Anyway, we never resolved that falling out. I did not get to say goodbye to him when he was dying. He passed and I didn't find out for a few months. It is what set me off on an awakening. I broke down and cried to God asking WHY WHY WHY did I go through all of this stuff. He answered me and I began to wake up. I am grateful for that. However, still not feeling dad around.
Anyone feel like this? Maybe I need a reading to help me. Energetically I know that he and I vibrated at different levels while he was still on this plane. Does that have anything to do with it? I would think not, but I am at a loss.
Any help is appreciated.
much love, x